Sebastian Rodrigues: From Idealist to Apostate
Silence (Library Edition)The internal transformation of Rodrigues from a zealous missionary to a fallen priest.
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Bearing strength in each event
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Early Zeal

Early Zeal
The Dream of Martyrdom
Rodrigues imagined a glorious martyrdom. He loved the face of Christ. He was determined to find Ferreira and prove the rumors false.
The Journey
He endured the sea voyage with faith. He believed God would protect him.
Significance
Doubts Begin

Doubts Begin
The Silence of God
Watching Mokichi and Ichizo die, Rodrigues felt the silence of God. He began to question why God allowed such suffering.
The Question of Meaning
If God did not exist, the martyrs' deaths were absurd. This thought terrified him.
Significance
The Fall

The Fall
The Argument of Love
Ferreira argued that Christ would have apostatized to save others. Rodrigues could not bear the moans of the Christians in the pit. He trampled the fumie.
Aftermath
He felt a strange joy. He was no longer a priest but had performed an act of love. He became Okada San'emon.
Significance
Life as Okada San'emon

Life as Okada San'emon
Japanese Identity
Rodrigues took a Japanese name, married a Japanese woman, and lived in Nagasaki and later Edo. He was known as the Apostate Paul.
Continued Ministry
He still heard confessions, especially Kichijiro's. He believed he was not betraying Christ but loving him in a new way.
Significance
Before departure, 1638
After the water punishment, June 1638
September 1638
From 1638 to 1679