Nastasya's Ambivalent Feelings for Myshkin

The Idiot

Nastasya's conflicting emotions of love and self-hatred towards Myshkin.

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First MeetingFirst Meeting
First Meeting The Portrait Nastasya is intrigued by Myshkin's innocence. She tests him. The Birthday Party She is moved by his proposal but rejects him, believing she is unworthy.
Running AwayRunning Away
Running Away To Rogozhin She leaves with Rogozhin, but later runs to Myshkin. She is torn between them. Letters to Aglaya She writes to Aglaya, urging her to marry Myshkin, showing her love for him.
Final ChoiceFinal Choice
Final Choice Fleeing the Wedding She cannot bear to marry Myshkin and ruin him. She flees with Rogozhin, leading to her death. Love and Self-Destruction Her love for Myshkin is mixed with self-hatred.
early in the novel
after the birthday party
the wedding day