Santa Monica Beach
𝐋𝐚𝐜𝐮𝐧𝐚 | 𝑱𝒆𝒐𝒏 𝑱𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒌𝒐𝒐𝒌Santa Monica Beach functions as a threshold between memory and renewal. First associated with Shelby’s childhood and her parents, it later becomes a place she chooses to share with Jungkook, allowing the same coastal landscape to hold both an abandoned past and a gentler future.
Childhood Memory and Family History
A flashback places the beach in Los Angeles several years before the main action. Six-year-old Shelby runs across the Californian sand and falls headfirst. Sara Anderson immediately rushes to her, takes her into her arms, checks that she is unharmed, and relaxes only after seeing the child’s naive smile. Connor Barnum then lifts Shelby onto his shoulders, where she plays with his long hair by braiding it while the adults look toward a house nearby.
The house has been abandoned for years, making the childhood scene more complicated than a simple family idyll. Shelby’s parents stand together before a neglected structure while their daughter seeks her father’s attention and asks why they have stopped. The beach therefore contains two kinds of inheritance at once: the warmth of being held and carried, and an unanswered adult concern represented by the deserted home. Its significance is established through this contrast between a child’s immediate need for affection and the older generation’s fixed attention on what has been left behind.
A Place Revisited in Love
Much later, Shelby asks Jungkook to go to Santa Monica Beach. The request is voluntary and intimate: after asking where they should go, she proposes the beach herself, turning the location from a backdrop in her family memory into a destination chosen within her present relationship. They walk hand in hand while looking toward the horizon, and the setting sun casts an orange light across the sky.
Jungkook stops to draw Shelby against him, kisses her forehead, and strokes her back. She turns toward the ocean with her back against his chest, while his arms rest beneath her chest and his chin settles on her right shoulder. The physical arrangement emphasizes protection without isolating her from the landscape; she remains facing the sea while being supported by him. Their shared stillness transforms the beach into a space where closeness does not demand urgency.
Ocean, Memory, and Emotional Safety
The ocean recalls Busan for Jungkook, linking Santa Monica to a place from his own history. He describes the ocean and the sound of its waves as relaxing, and Shelby completes his thought. The exchange gives the shoreline a double memory: it belongs to Shelby through childhood and to Jungkook through his recollection of Busan. Their relationship allows these separate geographies to meet without erasing either one.
This calm has particular weight because the wider narrative repeatedly places Shelby in situations where touch, proximity, and sudden bodily sensations can become threatening. Elsewhere, during a panic attack, she covers her ears, cries, rejects Madison’s attempt to touch her, and begs not to be harmed. Cassiopée approaches cautiously after Shelby recoils from contact, while Jungkook later helps her recover by sitting beside her, drawing her close, and quietly soothing her. Against those episodes, the beach scene presents touch as chosen, legible, and reassuring: Shelby initiates the outing, walks with Jungkook by choice, and settles into the shelter of his body while facing an open horizon.
Place, Bereavement, and Renewal
Santa Monica Beach also stands near Shelby’s grief for Sara Anderson. At the cemetery, Shelby places her head on Jungkook’s left shoulder while looking at her mother’s grave, and Jungkook promises to remain at her side. The promise gives his care a continuity that reaches from private mourning to shared life. The beach’s earlier association with Sara’s protection is thus set beside the later relationship in which Jungkook offers Shelby steadiness without replacing her mother.
The location’s meaning ultimately aligns with the book’s idea of rebirth: renewal requires leaving the past behind while acknowledging that the past can remain tenacious and cling to a person’s shoulders. Santa Monica Beach does not erase the abandoned house, childhood vulnerability, or bereavement attached to it. Instead, it permits the landscape to be revisited under changed conditions. The same coast that once held Shelby’s parents and unanswered questions becomes a place where she and Jungkook can rest together, remember other shores, and face a better future at their own pace.