Pittsburg, California
A Man in FullPittsburg, California, is both a real place in the East Bay and a measure of the distance between the life Conrad Hensley imagined and the one he inhabits. Thirty miles east of Oakland, it is where Conrad and Jill live in a deteriorating duplex-style dwelling known locally as a duet, their savings dwindling while he tries to find a way out. The town had already figured in Conrad’s student life as the embodiment of a sprawling landscape without distinctive civic landmarks; returning to it as a husband and father turns that observation into an intimate predicament.
Setting and the duet
Conrad and Jill have lived in Pittsburg for about a year, in a duet whose arrangement makes closeness feel less like community than enforced exposure. The buildings date from the years after the Second World War and have since fallen into disrepair. They are rows of small, one-story houses set roughly twelve feet apart, with narrow, patchy strips of yard between them. A wall running lengthwise through each house divides it into two slim apartments, one the flip-flop of the other. Everyday domestic life carries through that partition: Conrad can hear bacon frying on the other side, as well as a neighboring woman’s repeated call, which he has been hearing for two days.
The housing is cramped, but the boundary between households is porous. Conrad has not seen the neighboring family, though he hears many voices and imagines that a large number of people share the small apartment. The soundscape of the duet makes the surrounding community present without making it known to him. Its worn rooms and failing buildings also place the Hensleys’ circumstances in material terms: this is not an abstract setback but a household situated in cheap housing that is itself deteriorating.
A town named by failed ambitions
Pittsburg’s history, as Conrad remembers it from a college class, is a sequence of grand plans and practical renamings. Before the Civil War, land speculators imagined that the location where the Sacramento River emptied into the East Bay could become a major western city. They laid out the city on paper and called it New York West. After a decade, the planned metropolis amounted to two stores and a dozen houses. The discovery of a nearby coal deposit brought another name, Black Diamond, but the ore proved low-grade. In 1912, after U.S. Steel built a steel mill on the bay, the town became Pittsburg—without the h—and still did not become the western counterpart of Pittsburgh.
This history matters to Conrad because it gives the town a pattern of expectation followed by disappointment. Its successive names register successive hopes, none of which quite produces the city originally imagined. In Mr. Wildrotsky’s classroom, Conrad had the temerity to suggest that it might be time for another change. His proposed name was 7-Eleven, not as a prediction about an official renaming but as a joke sharpened by what he saw on the ground.
7-Eleven Land
Conrad’s idea arose from a drive east from Vine Hill through Pittsburg and beyond. In his account, the area had become a vast mixture of condominiums and other inexpensive new housing, with one community running into the next. The signs that a traveler had crossed from one municipality to another were not monuments, libraries, city halls, or office towers. They were the reappearance of familiar franchises: another 7-Eleven, Wendy’s, Costco, or Home Depot. Directions, too, were organized around the service road and the next 7-Eleven.
Mr. Wildrotsky embraced the phrase and spent two weeks of class studying the phenomenon Conrad had named 7-Eleven Land. For Conrad, that episode was exceptional: he remembered feeling important in a way he had rarely felt before or since. The place thus belongs to his intellectual history as well as his later domestic one. His sharp observation of commercial sameness earned recognition in the classroom, but it offered no protection from the housing and financial pressures that would later bring him back to Pittsburg.
Domestic pressure and the Oakland commute
The contrast between Conrad’s hopes and his present circumstances becomes explicit in the duet’s bathroom, where he looks at himself in the mirror and recalls Mr. Wildrotsky urging him to apply to Berkeley. By then Conrad was married, had a son, and had another child on the way. His reflection brings the possibility of a different education and future into contact with his current responsibilities; what might have been is not separable from the family life he has instead.
The family’s finances give that contrast an immediate consequence. Conrad had worked in the freezer unit at Croker Global Foods in order to escape the duet, but the $4,700 he had saved was melting away while the family remained there. The savings are a concrete measure of effort that has not yet become mobility. Pittsburg is not simply the place he hoped to leave: it is where that hope is being spent down.
His attempt to secure clerical work at ContempoTime makes the distance from home to opportunity visible. An accident in the Caldecott Tunnel on Route 24 backed up traffic, leaving Conrad barely five minutes to reach a 10 a.m. appointment in downtown Oakland. He parked the Hyundai in a tight legal space near a red-painted curb and a fire hydrant, then discovered that the supposed appointment was really a waiting slot shared with a roomful of other applicants. The trip links Pittsburg to Oakland through the practical demands of work, while the crowded reception room offers no assurance that the journey will lead to employment. Across these scenes, the town’s significance lies in the collision of Conrad’s ambitions with the housing, money, and travel constraints of daily life.