“Keep looking forward”
A Pale View of HillsThe injunction to keep looking forward is a recurring expression of hope in Etsuko’s conversations with Sachiko, but it is more than a general appeal to optimism. It joins the rebuilt landscape of Nagasaki to the women’s private efforts to imagine a life after wartime loss. Repeated by Mrs. Fujiwara, Etsuko, and Sachiko, the phrase offers a way to speak about survival and motherhood; its insistence also makes clear that the past has not simply disappeared.
Meaning and Earlier Use
Mrs. Fujiwara gives the expression its personal force when she reminds Etsuko that she too was once heartbroken, but managed to carry on. Her counsel that they have all had to “put things behind us” treats endurance as a choice made after painful events, not as proof that those events no longer matter. Etsuko answers that she was fortunate: Ogata-San was kind to her, and she does not know what would have become of her without that help. The exchange roots looking forward in remembered dependence and kindness as well as in determination.
The recollection also places Etsuko’s present optimism in a longer pattern of grief and continuation. Mrs. Fujiwara does not dismiss Etsuko’s earlier heartbreak; she invokes it to say that life continued afterward. Etsuko, in turn, credits another person’s care rather than presenting her recovery as self-sufficient. In this context, the phrase carries a quiet social meaning: carrying on can depend on support from others, even when the person who suffered must eventually orient herself toward what comes next.
The Mountain View and Nagasaki’s Recovery
The phrase becomes especially vivid during Etsuko and Sachiko’s outing to a mountain overlook. Mariko has walked out among the boulders with binoculars while her mother warns her not to go too near the edge. From the height, the harbour looks like a dense piece of machinery in the water; across it, hills lead toward Nagasaki, with houses and buildings covering the land below. The view gives Etsuko a concrete basis for comparing wartime destruction with what has since been rebuilt.
Etsuko points out that the area was badly hit when the bomb fell, then asks Sachiko to look at it now. Her optimism is therefore attached to a visible contrast: a place once devastated is again full of life. She explains that Mrs. Fujiwara has taught her the importance of looking forward, and imagines that without such an orientation the landscape would still be rubble. The thought makes recovery both material and ethical in this conversation. Rebuilding does not undo the bombing; it demonstrates that destruction need not be the landscape’s final condition.
Sachiko responds by asking about Mrs. Fujiwara’s losses. Etsuko tells her that Mrs. Fujiwara lost her husband and five children when the bomb fell, with only her eldest son surviving. The noodle shop, Etsuko explains, came afterward, when Mrs. Fujiwara had lost everything. Etsuko thinks of her as someone who lost more than she did, yet kept going. The shop and the rebuilt view thus give the expression particular human and civic examples: life after catastrophe takes a different shape, but continues.
Motherhood as a Future to Imagine
The mountain conversation turns from the city’s recovery to the women’s anticipated family lives. Etsuko says that only in the last few days has she really considered what having a child will be like; she no longer feels nearly so afraid and intends to be optimistic. Her hope is not abstract: she is about to start a family and is trying to face the prospect of motherhood with less fear.
Sachiko echoes the language of looking forward, then grounds it in her daughter. The war destroyed many things for her, she says, but she still has Mariko. She insists that what matters is what is best for her daughter, including the best private tuition and the chance to catch up with schoolwork. Sachiko acknowledges that life at her uncle’s house may be dull, but places that dissatisfaction below her plans for Mariko’s future. In her account, optimism takes the form of concrete provision and maternal purpose, even within a situation she does not describe as wholly satisfying.
The two women’s statements are parallel but not identical. Etsuko speaks of becoming less afraid of a child she is soon to have; Sachiko speaks of improving the prospects of the daughter she already has. They meet in the conviction that motherhood gives them something to anticipate, and both connect personal hope to the future of a child. Etsuko says that they have lost much in the war but still have much to look forward to, and Sachiko answers that there is a lot to look forward to. Their repeated assurance makes the phrase a shared exchange rather than a maxim voiced by only one of them.
Repetition and Its Limits
The expression gathers force through repetition and variation. Mrs. Fujiwara’s remembered advice leads Etsuko to describe her own determination; Sachiko adopts that language and returns it to her; the conversation finally settles on the prospect of life ahead. Alongside the recurring phrase, the women also speak of not looking back. The movement between those formulations shows how closely hope is tied to the wish to leave painful memories behind, even as their discussion repeatedly names what was lost.
The scene does not establish that optimism resolves the women’s difficulties. It shows them articulating a future they want to believe in, while the details they share keep the history of loss present. The rebuilt landscape still bears the history of the bomb, and Sachiko’s plans for Mariko arise in the same conversation as her account of wartime destruction. The phrase works less as a guarantee than as a deliberate orientation: the women use it to make a future imaginable without claiming that the past can be erased.
That aspiration meets a small but striking interruption when Mariko comes nearer and tells Etsuko that she and her mother are going to live with Yasuko again, asking whether Sachiko has told her. The exchange shifts from the women’s shared declarations to a concrete change in Mariko’s living arrangements. It does not explain how that change will unfold, but it leaves the expression suspended beside a new uncertainty. Looking forward remains something the characters say and attempt; the scene does not certify that the future will match their hopes.