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“You have bewitched me, body and soul”

After We Collided

Hardin Scott’s use of “You have bewitched me, body and soul” links a playful early memory with a later gift from Tessa Young, giving the phrase a meaning that changes as their relationship does. It expresses the force of his attachment, but the surrounding scenes also show that romantic language cannot substitute for honesty, mutual consideration, or Tessa’s ability to choose for herself.

The Phrase and Its First Use

Hardin recalls the line as one of his favorites and remembers using it on Tessa when they first moved into their shared place. The moment was comic rather than solemn: Tessa scrunched up her nose at his corny delivery, laughed, and tossed a piece of broccoli at him. Her response makes the declaration part of their private playfulness, not simply a grand romantic pronouncement.

That remembered exchange gives the phrase an intimate history before it appears again in a book. Its significance comes partly from this contrast in scale: a sweeping claim about body and soul belongs to an ordinary domestic scene, punctured by laughter and a piece of food thrown across the room.

The Annotated Book

Later, Hardin reads the marked passages in Tessa’s copy of Pride and Prejudice. He sees lines that relate to their relationship and to her feelings for him, and calls the book the best gift he will ever receive. The phrase appears among those markings, so its return is not an isolated quotation: it is part of a selection Tessa has made and annotated for him.

The book prompts him to reconsider his earlier claim that Tessa was not his type. Looking over her marks, he recognizes how foolish that judgment was and treats the gift as evidence of how closely she has attended to their relationship. The phrase therefore changes function: once it was his teasing performance for her; now it is one of the words she has chosen to preserve in a book he reads as meaningful to them both.

Hardin also connects the passage to his own change. Reflecting on another marked line about people altering, he says he has become better since meeting Tessa, while acknowledging that he is far from perfect and might improve further. The book does not establish that the change is complete; instead, his response makes improvement an aspiration that remains unfinished.

Intimacy and the Work of Speaking

The phrase’s promise of profound closeness contrasts with the difficulty Hardin and Tessa have explaining what they feel. When Tessa says that moving past his betrayal requires him to open up, Hardin answers that she is closed off too. She initially resists that description, then recognizes that her thoughts have been jumbled and admits she is confused about their relationship and his betrayal. Their exchange shows that intense attachment does not automatically make either person understood by the other.

A later confrontation makes the gap between romantic feeling and everyday consideration more concrete. Tessa tells Hardin that she does not feel put first: his friends, parties, and future seem to take precedence, while she feels excluded from decisions about her own future. She clarifies that she would like to marry someday, though not soon, and wants security; the dispute is not simply about marriage but about whether he has considered what she wants. She also brings up his having been drunk and out all night with another woman. Hardin recognizes that she is right, though he does not know what to do. Against these circumstances, the remembered declaration signals attachment, not proof that the relationship’s problems have been resolved.

Their conversations also show how readily requests to communicate can turn into conflict. At one point Hardin yells at Tessa to listen, then is surprised when she sits on the bed and does so; he admits he had not known how to begin because he had not expected her to listen. Later, kneeling before her, he asks where their relationship can go, saying that the back-and-forth is wearing him down and that he cannot give her more space. The phrase offers a compact expression of longing, while these exchanges reveal the effort and uncertainty that intimacy still demands.

Protection, Control, and Tessa’s Agency

Other scenes complicate the romance’s language of devotion. When Tessa’s mother approaches, Tessa stays behind Hardin and holds his forearm. He draws his arm around her and warns her mother to stay away, casting himself as her protector. But Tessa then insists that she is an adult and will stay if she chooses. The scene places his protective gesture beside her own claim to speak and decide for herself.

That tension becomes sharper when Hardin tries to dictate Tessa’s contact with Zed. He says he does not want her near him and defines staying away as having no contact at all, including texts or visits to the science building. Tessa answers that he does not get to decide whom she can speak to. In another confrontation, she objects when Hardin locks the car doors after bringing her to her father’s driveway; she gets out. These moments distinguish the intensity of his attachment from respect for her autonomy.

As a recurring expression, “You have bewitched me, body and soul” gathers warmth from the couple’s shared joke and from Tessa’s marked book, but its reach has limits. Hardin’s later reflections frame love as a reason to change; the conflicts around communication, consideration, and control show that such change must be borne out in conduct, not secured by a declaration alone.