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Tessa and Richard

After We Fell

Tessa and Richard’s relationship begins again after nine years apart, but their reunion cannot simply recover the bond they once had. Richard returns as a haggard, still-drinking man rather than the father Tessa remembers or the dependable figure she imagined in his absence. Tessa’s response holds grief, anger, guardedness, and hope together: she allows the possibility of a relationship while making clear that Richard must earn his way back into her life.

Identity and Background

Richard is Tessa’s father, who left when she was young. The separation lasted nine years. Tessa remembers a childhood in which he could lift her onto his shoulders and run with her through their small yard; that affectionate memory survives alongside the pain of his departure. The reunion therefore brings two versions of him into the same moment: the father of her childhood and the unfamiliar man standing before her.

The circumstances of Tessa’s parents’ early relationship offer part of its history. Richard says he and Tessa’s mother met in high school and married young after she became pregnant with Tessa. He recalls that her parents disapproved of him and tried to keep the couple apart, so the two married. The account gives Tessa a new piece of family context, but it does not resolve the later history between her parents or explain away Richard’s leaving.

Reunion and the Father Tessa Remembers

Richard’s reappearance confronts Tessa with a reality sharply different from the future she had imagined for him. She had pictured an older version of her father with an attaché case and a coffee mug, heading to a car for work. Instead, he is dirty and haggard, without a stable home, and visibly affected by drinking. The distance between that imagined life and his actual condition makes the reunion painful as well as startling.

His appearance also unsettles Tessa’s memories. She recalls him as an angry drunk, whereas at their reunion he is smiling, showing off his tattoos, and shaking hands with Hardin. His familiar nickname for her recalls better times, but it does not make his present behavior easy to interpret. Tessa feels the pull of affection and the urge to cry, laugh at the unlikely encounter, or confront him for leaving. The reunion offers no uncomplicated return to the past: what she remembers is real, but it cannot tell her who Richard is now.

Boundaries, Apology, and Drinking

Richard apologizes, but his apology includes a defense: he says that leaving was not entirely his fault and invokes Tessa’s mother’s character. He then asks Tessa to give him a chance. His explanation reveals that he is seeking renewed contact while still placing some responsibility elsewhere. Tessa does not accept that account as a substitute for the time and trust that have been lost.

When she asks whether he is still drinking, Richard admits that he is. He says he drinks less than before and attributes his recent difficulty to a hard few months, while acknowledging that his condition looks bad. His answer confirms that the problem Tessa hoped he might have overcome remains present. Her hope that he could change is therefore not evidence that she believes he has already changed.

Hardin’s presence helps Tessa maintain distance during the first conversation. At one point he steps between father and daughter, creating a physical barrier that Tessa welcomes because she needs space from Richard. She tells Richard that she needs time before bringing him back into her life and that she does not know him. Richard accepts that limit and sits back down while she finishes preparing dinner. The exchange establishes a cautious starting point rather than a restored father-daughter intimacy.

Tentative Contact and the Possibility of Change

Tessa later allows for the possibility of getting to know Richard. She understands that he has a long way to go and is not forgiving him overnight, yet she also recognizes that she does not have the energy to hate him. The distinction matters: her willingness to continue contact is not absolution, but a decision to leave room for a different future.

Her hope draws on changes she has witnessed elsewhere. Ken has turned his life around, and Tessa has seen Hardin change as well. Those examples make her believe that Richard may be capable of change, even after the damage caused by his drinking and absence. The comparison sustains possibility without erasing the difference between Richard’s present state and the person Tessa hopes he might become.

Their later interaction shows what tentative contact looks like in practice. As food is being ordered, Richard and Hardin bicker over whether to have Chinese food or pizza. Hardin wins the choice by pointing out that he will pay; Richard responds without apparent offense, laughing or flipping him off. Tessa watches them together with surprise, because the easy, teasing exchange sits uneasily beside her earlier picture of a father still drinking and without a home. It gives her a glimpse of Richard in the present, but it does not settle what kind of relationship he and Tessa can build.

The relationship consequently remains defined by both an opening and a limit. Tessa is willing to learn who her father is now and to believe that change is possible; Richard must still live up to that possibility. The reunion does not undo nine years of separation or restore the childhood bond on demand. Its significance lies in the narrower, more difficult offer Tessa makes: time to begin again, without pretending that forgiveness or trust has already been earned.