Endings and New Beginnings
AnimalsLaura's repeated longing for an ending gives way to a life understood as a sequence of imperfect beginnings.
increasing
Bearing strength in each event
decreasing
Fear of Endings

Fear of Endings
Laura's hangover rules include avoiding news and parental phone calls because they might bring unbearable facts into view.
Self-Charming
She and Tyler use jokes and routine to postpone thinking about endings, illness, and consequence.
Significance
The novel's humor begins as a defense against mortality, but gradually becomes a means of approaching it.
The Dream of the Future

The Dream of the Future
Laura and Jim plan a wedding while she wonders whether marriage will diminish their adventures.
A Promise Under Pressure
She loves Jim but feels the future taking on a fixed shape before she knows whether she can inhabit it.
Significance
The story distinguishes commitment from certainty and shows how a promise can become frightening when it closes other possibilities.
The Night Under the Bush

The Night Under the Bush
Laura hides beneath a roadside bush, listening to traffic and wondering where her allies have gone.
A Pause in Motion
She sees herself as still running, though she has reached no destination.
Significance
The moment makes the desire for escape look less like freedom than exhaustion.
The End of the Engagement

The End of the Engagement
Laura tells Jim that the dream of their relationship enchanted her, and does not agree to resume their life together.
Grief Without Certainty
The answer ends the planned wedding but does not give her a complete explanation of what comes next.
Significance
An ending becomes a necessary opening, even when it feels more like loss than liberation.
A Series of Beginnings

A Series of Beginnings
Laura enters her own home after leaving Mel's wedding and settles beside the rescued Zuzu and her writing desk.
No Final Resolution
She feels belonging without claiming that grief, loneliness, or uncertainty have disappeared.
Significance
A life made of beginnings can still be a life; Laura's next chapter starts without a grand promise.
At the opening
During the engagement
After the Yeats lecture
At the Circus Tavern
Six months after the breakup