Ellie's Office
Cat PersonEllie's Office is both an ordinary workplace and the setting in which Ellie measures, records, and resists her urge to bite Corey Allen. Its desk drawer, stairs, bathroom, copy room, and corridors become a map of possible encounters; later, the office’s less visible social patterns expose Corey’s behavior toward several women and prepare Ellie to recognize a familiar figure in other workplaces.
Workplace and Layout
The office is presented through the places Ellie watches for opportunities rather than through a general description of the company. She brings her notebook to work and locks it in the back of her desk drawer, keeping her private record physically inside the workplace while out of sight. The drawer makes the office a place where an impulse is both managed and documented: Ellie can return to the list whenever the desire to bite Corey grows difficult to resist.
The locations she records are specific and consequential. Passing Corey on deserted stairs counts as one opportunity; noticing that he has entered the bathroom without immediately locking the door counts as another. The copy room becomes especially charged when he heads there alone after everyone else has gone home. Each site combines ordinary office use with the possibility of privacy, and Ellie’s attention turns routine movement through the building into a calculation of when an encounter could happen unseen.
The Notebook and the Office Game
Ellie calls her tallying game Occasioni. Whenever she could bite Corey but does not, she gives herself a point and marks the place and time in the notebook with a star. The score rewards restraint, but its method also keeps the imagined act close: to record an opportunity, Ellie must notice where Corey is and recognize how the office’s layout might permit an unobserved bite.
At ten points, she takes herself out for ice cream. While eating it, she allows herself to fantasize freely about biting Corey. The reward therefore does not end the desire; the game instead gives it a rule-bound form, separating the act she wants from the act she actually carries out. Ellie’s office routine becomes a repeated test of that separation, conducted in familiar locations whose significance depends on whether Corey is present and whether anyone else might see them.
Changing Patterns and Michelle
After a couple of weeks, Ellie notices that the recorded opportunities form a changing pattern. At first they are scarce. They increase as she learns Corey’s schedule and identifies places in the office where someone could bite another person without being observed. By mid-December, however, the number drops sharply: Corey’s hours have become unpredictable, and the locations that would otherwise be suitable are rarely empty.
Ellie takes time to understand the apparent noise in the pattern. Most often, the person occupying those locations is Michelle from Accounting, who is married. At the pre-Christmas company party, Ellie connects Michelle’s presence to her exchanges with Corey and imagines the hurt Michelle’s husband would feel if he discovered them. She compares that emotional injury with the physical pain of a small bite, considering whether it might be less severe if she bit Corey on the back or arm. She then reins herself in: Corey is responsible for his behavior, and she is responsible for hers. The office’s geography has thus led Ellie from charting physical opportunities to noticing a private relationship and considering the harm around it.
The Party and the Office’s Exposure
By the company party, Occasioni no longer provides enough relief. Ellie does not merely want to imagine biting Corey; she wants to do it, and being unable to do so frustrates her. After an episode of despair, she recognizes that she is drunk and tells herself to go home. She puts down her empty glass and goes to the bathroom to splash water on her face.
When Ellie comes out, Corey is alone in the empty corridor waiting for her. The encounter resembles the kind of opportunity she has been tracking, and she registers it as a point. But the point also clarifies the practical choice before her: if she does not want to do something she will regret, she has to leave. Corey greets her cheerfully, saying he thought she was leaving and did not want her to get away without saying goodbye. The corridor briefly concentrates the office’s recurring tensions—privacy, temptation, and the decision to act or withdraw—without Ellie biting him.
The eventual institutional response changes the meaning of what Ellie has been observing. It emerges that Corey has put his hands on several women, not only Ellie and Michelle. Human Resources responds decisively, and Corey leaves. Ellie’s personnel file contains no mention of the matter; at the same time, she finds herself with many more friends at work than before. The office is not just the setting for her private contest with an impulse: it is also a workplace in which other women’s experiences bring misconduct into view and produce consequences.
Departure and Recurrence
Ellie leaves that office six months later, seeking a fresh start. Afterward, she changes jobs regularly, once a year. The separation does not resolve the pattern she has learned to recognize. In office after office, she discovers there is a man everyone murmurs about: That Man in Every Office. She needs only to listen, wait, and give him an opportunity before he comes to find her.
This ending widens the significance of the original workplace. Its particular stairs, bathroom, copy room, and corridor belong to one office, but the conditions Ellie learned to watch for recur elsewhere. The notebook’s record began as a count of chances to bite Corey and became, through changing patterns and the later discovery of his conduct, a way of attending to who is present, where people meet, and what others may already know. The office’s most consequential pattern is ultimately not a feature of its floor plan: it is the recurrence of the man people warn one another about only in murmurs.