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Humiliating initiation ritual at Sigtuna boarding school

Crow Girl

The humiliating initiation ritual at Sigtuna boarding school begins as a contest over who will control the terms of a hazing ceremony. Victoria Bergman detects the older girls’ plan, proposes a deliberately scandalous countermeasure, and is nevertheless subjected alongside Hannah and Jessica to a masked, filmed ordeal. By taking the recording and making copies, she converts the ritual’s instrument of humiliation into a means of protection and possible exposure.

Background and counterplan

During her first week at the school, Victoria Bergman notices amused looks across the dining tables, exaggerated politeness, and the older girls’ repeated efforts to stay near her and the other new pupils. She reads these small social cues as signs that a plan is underway. Careful observation of the girls’ glances and movements leads her to identify Fredrika Grünewald, a tall, dark-haired pupil, as the group’s informal leader.

Victoria Bergman approaches Fredrika Grünewald during a lunch break, following her into the toilets. There she claims to know all about the initiation and says she will not accept it without a fight. The claim is a calculated lie: it presents her as already informed and unafraid before the older girls can define her as a passive target. Their ensuing conspiratorial conversation takes place over cigarettes, and Victoria Bergman offers a plan that, she says, will raise the stakes for future initiation rites.

Her proposed countermeasure depends on spectacle. She imagines the evening papers carrying a story about young girls humiliated in a ritual, giving the older pupils’ private hazing the potential to become a public scandal. Fredrika Grünewald is especially taken with that dramatic prospect. The exchange gives Victoria Bergman a way to influence the scheme, but it does not establish that she controls what the older girls will do or how far they will go.

In the following week, Victoria Bergman grows closer to her roommates, Hannah and Jessica. She draws out their secrets and, over a short time, makes them her friends. Their relationship matters to the episode because the ritual does not isolate Victoria Bergman as its only target: the three girls are together when the older pupils carry out the initiation.

The night in the shed

Victoria Bergman has taken only a couple of sips of a drink before going to bed, but lies awake, tingling with anticipation. At four in the morning, as arranged, the older girls arrive. Hannah and Jessica wake while being carried down the corridor and stairs and across the yard toward the tool shed beside the caretaker’s house. They are too drowsy to resist.

Inside the shed, the girls are made to change into pink capes and homemade pig masks. The masks are fashioned from plastic cups and pink cloth cut with eyeholes; black marker supplies grinning mouths and two large dots for nostrils. Shredded aluminium foil fills the cups, and rubber bands hold the masks in place. One of the girls has brought a video camera. Another speaks through the projecting snout, her voice emerging as a metallic rustle rather than intelligible words.

The masked girls then throw themselves on Hannah, Jessica, and Victoria Bergman. They seat each girl on a chair, tie her arms behind her, and blindfold her. The command to tie them up makes the shift from clandestine planning to physical restraint explicit: the newcomers are no longer discussing what an initiation might involve but are being handled and recorded by the older group. Victoria Bergman initially leans back contentedly, yet the smell of what one girl brings into the shed takes her by surprise. Later that morning she tries to scrub it from her skin, feeling that it has become ingrained; the ordeal, she acknowledges, was worse than she had imagined. The account does not specify what produced the smell, so the ritual’s humiliation is registered through its lasting sensory consequence rather than a fuller description.

The recording and reversal

At dawn, Victoria Bergman picks the lock of Fredrika Grünewald’s room. She sits astride Fredrika Grünewald as she wakes and demands the tape quietly, so as not to wake the roommates. Fredrika Grünewald tries to defend herself, but Victoria Bergman holds her hands firmly. When Fredrika Grünewald refuses, Victoria Bergman reminds her that she knows who was behind the masks and threatens to tell Fredrika Grünewald’s father what she did. Victoria Bergman asserts that she is the only person who knows the masked girls’ identities; the account presents that claim as part of the pressure she applies, not as independent confirmation that nobody else could identify them.

Fredrika Grünewald realizes that she has no choice and gives up the tape. The reversal is sharply staged: the girl who had led the group now lies in her own room under the physical and verbal pressure of the pupil she had helped subject to the ritual. Victoria Bergman’s leverage rests not on authority within the school but on knowledge of identities and the threat of disclosure.

Victoria Bergman takes the recording to the media room and makes two copies. She plans to put one in a bus-station postbox addressed to herself in Värmdö, preserving a copy outside the school. She keeps the other in reserve, intending to send it to the newspapers if the older girls ever try anything with her again. The copies give the footage two distinct purposes: one is to be kept beyond the immediate setting of the hazing, while the other remains a conditional threat of public exposure.

Significance

The ritual’s pink masks and video camera turn concealment into part of the performance. The older girls hide their faces while making images of the bound newcomers; Victoria Bergman’s response is to take possession of that record and reproduce it. What was meant to document the group’s control can instead identify its members and support a possible public scandal. The same camera that extends the humiliation therefore becomes a source of leverage.

Victoria Bergman’s role is deliberately complicated. She has anticipated the initiation, entered into a conspiratorial exchange with Fredrika Grünewald, and gone to bed expecting the planned encounter. Yet the actual ordeal exceeds what she imagined, and she later scrubs at its lingering smell. Her strategic confidence does not make her immune to the experience. The scene holds those facts together: she can maneuver within the older girls’ social game and still be subjected to its coercion.

Nor does her response amount to an immediate appeal to school authorities. She takes the recording, makes copies, and reserves one for possible use if the group targets her again. The episode thus turns on control of evidence and the prospect of exposure: the older girls use anonymity and a camera to stage humiliation, while Victoria Bergman counters with the threat of making their identities visible. Her plan converts vulnerability into bargaining power, but leaves the possibility of renewed intimidation unresolved.