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Victoria Bergman—Bengt Bergman

Crow Girl

Victoria Bergman’s relationship with her father, Bengt Bergman, is one of prolonged abuse concealed within the routines of family life. He controls and harms her while presenting himself as an authority entitled to decide what she needs and where she will go. Victoria’s responses—hatred, helplessness, dissociation, and the imagined possibility of escape—show how that power shapes her inner life. The relationship also becomes central to the later investigation: the evidence against Bengt links Victoria’s private history to violence against other women and to the failures that allowed him to evade scrutiny.

Family Authority and Daily Control

In Sierra Leone in 1987, the abuse is framed by ordinary domestic arrangements. Bengt directs Victoria at breakfast, dictates how she should eat, and gives her tasks connected with the household pool. She pretends to eat while thinking about the hierarchy of needs: food and sleep, security, love and belonging, esteem, and finally self-actualisation. She recognizes that Bengt is denying her these needs, but cannot imagine what self-actualisation would mean when she does not know who she is or what she wants. The reflection makes clear that control operates not only through overt violence but through the systematic withholding of care and safety.

The household’s public and private faces sit uneasily together. Bengt’s development-agency colleagues are due to arrive, and he leaves the breakfast table for his morning commitments. In another scene, after visitors depart, Victoria notices his disappointment and understands that violence may follow. The domestic setting does not protect her; it helps conceal what is happening. The contrast between a household organized around meals, guests, and the pool and Victoria’s awareness of danger exposes the gap between outward respectability and her lived reality.

Victoria describes the pattern she has learned from Bengt as an alternation between tenderness and harm, protection and destruction. This is not presented as a stable expression of affection: it is part of the confusing structure of his power over her. After he has attacked her, he returns to the ordinary rhythm of swimming his usual lengths before coming back to her. The sequence makes the violence seem embedded in routine, while Victoria’s fear and knowledge of what may happen show that the routine is anything but safe.

Abuse, Dissociation, and the Wish to Escape

Sofia Zetterlund later identifies the central fact plainly: Bengt sexually abused Victoria throughout her childhood, and other men may also have abused her. The account of the relationship therefore extends beyond a single episode or one isolated setting. It is a sustained violation by the person who should have been responsible for her care, compounded by the possibility that the abuse involved others.

Victoria’s mind sometimes separates her from experiences she cannot bear to inhabit. After an episode involving Bengt, she finds herself in another part of the house, aware that time has passed and that she has not been present to it. The narrative connects this lost time with dissociation rather than treating it as a deliberate choice. A painting of Solace Manuti hangs on the wall, and Victoria goes upstairs alone. The painting and her retreat mark the distance between her conscious self and what has happened, without making that distance a true escape from the consequences.

She imagines rescue as someone reaching in to pull her away, or as her own legs carrying her far from home. Yet she also recognizes that she has forgotten how to leave and how to form a goal. This paralysis is one of the relationship’s lasting effects: escape exists as a wish, but the capacity to plan it has been eroded. Her later reflections on identity and need return to the same problem. Bengt’s control has restricted not only her safety but her ability to picture a self and future independent of him.

Decisions Made in Victoria’s Name

In Stockholm in 1988, Bengt describes a plan for Victoria’s future as though it were settled. He says that a Danish man, Viggo Dürer, has a farm in Jutland and needs someone to look after the farmhouse. Bengt presents the arrangement as suitable for her condition and says that contacts in Aalborg can help her. Victoria’s anger rises at the way he characterizes her, but the decision is still announced as final. The relationship thus moves from abuse within the family to control over Victoria’s destination and access to other people.

Bengt’s account of her behavior—talking to herself, having imaginary friends, and acting childishly—reduces her distress to a reason others may manage her. The scene gives no indication that Victoria has meaningful power over the proposed move. Instead, Bengt speaks for the family and closes discussion. His ability to define her as unwell and to arrange where she will live extends the imbalance already established at home.

Recognition and Consequences

Years later, Sofia tells Jeanette Kihlberg that Victoria was subjected to extreme sexual abuse by Bengt and probably other men. Sofia also explains that Victoria has dissociative identity disorder. The information changes the meaning of the identity protection granted to Victoria: the secrecy is connected to the history of abuse and to the possibility of a life elsewhere under a new identity. Jeanette, reviewing Sofia’s notes, understands the broad outline of Victoria’s childhood and knows that the search for her has become urgent, though she still does not know where Victoria went or what happened to her in Copenhagen.

The investigation also connects Bengt to the assault of Ulrika Wendin. Jeanette recognizes him in an image showing Ulrika with three men. She had previously questioned Bengt while he was suspected of rape, but he was released after his wife supplied an alibi. The evidence does not make Victoria’s history identical to Ulrika’s case; rather, it reveals that Bengt’s violence is not confined to the family and that an earlier investigation failed to hold him accountable.

Victoria’s later thoughts return to the family’s destruction and to Bengt and Birgitta Bergman’s burial, while her confrontation with her past remains entangled with absence and memory. She had imagined facing her grandparents and Bengt, and her response to the family name carries anger rather than relief. The narrative does not turn that imagined reckoning into a repaired relationship. Bengt’s lasting significance lies instead in the damage and concealment his abuse produced, and in the way the truth about him emerges through other people’s memories, records, and evidence.

Narrative Significance

The father-daughter relationship joins private trauma to public accountability. Victoria’s memories show how abuse can become difficult to narrate directly: lost time, divided feeling, and uncertainty about identity interrupt any simple account of what happened. Later disclosures by Sofia and discoveries by Jeanette supply pieces of a history that Victoria could not safely make public while living under her protected identity.

The relationship also exposes the limits of respectable appearances and institutional response. Bengt moves between domestic authority, professional life, and suspected criminal conduct, while the family’s routines and his wife’s alibi help obscure the harm. His treatment of Victoria is therefore both personal and structural: he exercises power over a child who depends on him, and the consequences persist because other people and systems fail to see or act on what that power conceals.