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Mike’s Bond with Laurie

Cry Macho

This thread traces Mike’s discovery of unconditional fatherhood, the loss that overwhelms him, and the memory he cannot bring himself to reclaim.

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A Longed-for ChildA Longed-for Child from "Cry Macho". A Longed-for Child Fear after loss After earlier pregnancy losses, Mike and Donna approach another pregnancy in fearful silence.
A Longed-for Child Fear after loss After earlier pregnancy losses, Mike and Donna approach another pregnancy in fearful silence. A healthy arrival Laurie’s birth briefly releases the couple from the feeling that their marriage is cursed.
Giving Becomes LoveGiving Becomes Love from "Cry Macho". Giving Becomes Love A new kind of attachment Mike discovers in Laurie a love unlike the bargaining and competition of his adult relationships.
Giving Becomes Love A new kind of attachment Mike discovers in Laurie a love unlike the bargaining and competition of his adult relationships. A mutual bond He delights in giving to her and realizes she is learning to comfort him in return.
The Sudden DeathThe Sudden Death from "Cry Macho". The Sudden Death A night of illness Mike sits with feverish Laurie and begins to give her aspirin again.
The Sudden Death A night of illness Mike sits with feverish Laurie and begins to give her aspirin again. An irreparable loss She dies before he can help, leaving him unable to release his grief openly.
The Locked RoomThe Locked Room from "Cry Macho". The Locked Room Grief withheld Mike does not cry at the funeral and locks Laurie’s room afterward.
The Locked Room Grief withheld Mike does not cry at the funeral and locks Laurie’s room afterward. A marriage altered The shared loss does not bring him and Donna closer; silence settles over their home.
The Photograph RefusedThe Photograph Refused from "Cry Macho". The Photograph Refused An image returned Mike sees a newly found photograph of Laurie in Donna’s home.
The Photograph Refused An image returned Mike sees a newly found photograph of Laurie in Donna’s home. Memory at a distance He refuses a copy because he wants the memory without having to face it directly.
Before Laurie’s birth
Laurie’s early childhood
When Laurie is nearly seven
On the day of Laurie’s funeral
During Mike’s visit to Donna after his firing