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Icon of the Virgin Mary

Cry Macho

The Icon of the Virgin Mary is the devotional focus of a refuge shared by Mike and Rafo, and more than a background religious image. Food appears at its base when the travelers have almost nothing left; later, Rafo places small offerings before it and asks for help on Mike’s behalf. At the end of the supplied arc, Rafo imagines Mike as alive as Santa Maria, even though he fears he may never touch either of them again. The icon gathers material need, gratitude, friendship, and the pain of separation into a single recurring presence.

Placement and First Offering

The icon is first made vivid through what gathers beneath it. Mike and Rafo’s money is dwindling: after buying a lariat rope, they have only eight pesos, and the groceries purchased with the white mustang money are nearly gone. Against this scarcity, a large red earthenware pot of lamb stew appears one afternoon at the icon’s base, accompanied by a mound of tortillas kept warm beneath an improvised brazier made from votive candles. The food’s herbs, spices, chilis, tomatoes, and spring lamb make the arrival an abundance sharply unlike the bare necessities the pair had recently settled for.

Rafo responds with a shout of joy and asks who sent it. The narration makes clear that both he and Mike know the answer, without spelling out the sender in this moment. The placement gives the meal the character of a votive offering and links practical nourishment with devotion. The icon is not described as acting on its own, nor does the scene explain how the food arrived; its significance lies in the travelers’ recognition of the offering and in the intimate setting where need has been answered.

Rafo’s Gifts and Prayer

The icon becomes the focus of a deliberate act when Rafo returns to it after the meal. He places a bluish-red wildflower, possibly a mallow, before the picture, lays a small piece of cactus across the flower, and adds a peso coin. He then lights a fresh candle. The arrangement is modest and specific: a plant, a coin, and a flame, each associated in Rafo’s explanation with a different kind of good. The cactus is good for the stomach, the peso for the pocket, and the flower for the heart.

Rafo wants to speak to the figure in the picture, but he also insists that Mike remain with him. Mike is uncomfortable with deities and would rather not listen, yet he waits. When Mike says he does not think he has anything to tell her, Rafo offers to speak for them both in English so Mike will understand. His prayer thanks Santa Maria for a place to sleep and for the horses, especially the horses, before asking one more favor. He presents Mike as a good man who does not know how to pray to God and asks that Santa Maria tell her friend to be good to his friend.

A Shared Devotion

The prayer makes the icon a point of connection between people whose beliefs do not coincide. Mike does not adopt Rafo’s practice: his discomfort remains, and the narration presents him as an unwilling listener who nevertheless stays. Rafo, in turn, does not ask Mike to perform the prayer himself. Instead, he translates the moment into English and speaks for both of them, making his appeal understandable to the person whose presence matters to him.

The offerings also bring everyday needs into the act of devotion rather than separating sacred concern from material life. Shelter, horses, food for the stomach, money for the pocket, and care for the heart all belong within Rafo’s request. The icon stands in a chapel, but what is asked before it is concrete and immediate. Its narrative force comes from that closeness: the sacred image receives thanks for the conditions that have kept the travelers going and becomes the imagined intermediary for a wish about Mike’s character and safety.

The Icon and Separation

Rafo’s later thoughts show how far the association extends beyond the chapel. After Mike’s apparent sacrifice draws the danger toward himself and allows Rafo to go south, Rafo remembers Mike’s declaration that they were leaving together. He longs for them still to be a we, then tells himself that Mike remains alive, just as alive as Santa Maria, although he may never touch either of them. In this thought, the icon’s religious presence becomes a comparison for a life Rafo cannot verify or reach. The text does not establish that Mike has died; Rafo is frightened by the possibility and insists to himself that Mike is alive.

The comparison does not erase the difference between the sacred image and an absent friend. Instead, it expresses Rafo’s effort to hold on to both forms of presence while facing separation: Santa Maria is beyond physical reach, and Mike may be beyond it too. Across the food at the icon’s base, the offerings and shared prayer, and Rafo’s final inward appeal to Santa Maria, the image links sustenance with care. It marks a refuge in which gratitude can be expressed, and a bond that continues in Rafo’s thoughts after the pair are no longer together.

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