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A child is a wild animal

Die, My Love

A child is a wild animal is a recurring, corrosive refrain in the narrator's inner monologue, crystallizing her conviction that motherhood is not a natural bond but a confrontation with an untamed, alien creature. The phrase, which surfaces at moments of peak maternal exhaustion and rage, collapses the distinction between human and animal that the narrator elsewhere applies to herself and her neighbors, and it becomes a key to her sense of being a deviant, an eccentric, a mother who cannot recognize herself in the role she is expected to play. It is not a metaphor of affection but of estrangement, a way of naming the radical otherness of the being she is supposed to love unconditionally, and it recurs precisely when that love feels most impossible.

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