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Ángela Dies

Gente que viene y ¡Bah!

Ángela’s death breaks the ordinary rhythm of her family’s life and makes absence a presence at once: Bea sees the village carrying on beneath an autumn sun while, for her, the world has stopped. The loss is sudden to the family, though Ángela had known for months that her heart would not hold out for long. In the days that follow, her red Hello Kitty notebook becomes a final act of care, guiding the family through grief and toward one another.

The death and its discovery

The news reaches Bea by telephone from Irene: their mother has just died. Bea is on her way back through the village, where children play in the square and people sit on terraces as if nothing has changed. The contrast between that public ease and her private shock makes the death feel almost impossible to accept. She had not found suitable black clothes in the small apartment where she was staying, so she travels in the most sober dark outfit she can find. After three months without speaking to Irene, she is also anxious not to provoke her sister.

At the family home, Bea cannot bring herself to put her key in the lock. Irene opens the door, looking exhausted, and embraces her in tears. Bea is still too shocked to cry. When Irene asks what the family will do without their mother, Bea holds on rather than letting her sister pull away. Fin, León, Jacobo, Débora, and finally Bea’s father arrive. Her father looks consumed by grief; when Bea reaches him, his embrace breaks through her numbness and she weeps uncontrollably. His arms offer a brief reprieve from the emptiness she has felt since the previous day.

León and Bea’s father had found Ángela unconscious over the kitchen table. They called an ambulance, but she was already dead and no longer breathing. Bea is relieved, with guilt at her own relief, that she was not the one to find her mother that way. She cannot imagine having been able to face the sight. The detail places a stark limit on what the family can do: they can summon help, gather around one another, and remember, but they cannot change the fact that Ángela is gone.

The illness kept private

During the family’s conversations after the death, Bea explains that Ángela had known for several months. Medical tests had shown that her heart would not last much longer, though they had not told her exactly how much time remained. The others had not known; Bea’s father says he had noticed that Ángela was sometimes more tired or worried about losing her empathy, but had understood neither as a sign of impending death.

Ángela had not kept the diagnosis from them simply to preserve a secret. As Bea reads in her mother’s notes, Ángela hoped that if she did not say the prognosis aloud, it might never happen. The notes were her way of preparing for the possibility she could not bear to announce. Her silence therefore carries both fear and tenderness: she shields the family from a future she herself cannot avoid, while writing down what she wants them to know when she is no longer there to say it.

The notebook as a final message

After the wake, cremation, condolences, and long hours spent with people who came to support the family, Bea retreats to her childhood room with Ángela’s red Hello Kitty notebook. She learns that her mother had been writing at the kitchen table when she died, and that the notebook was intended for Bea. Its familiar cover connects this final message to the months Bea had spent back at home the previous spring, when her own troubles had filled her attention. In the face of her mother’s death, those earlier worries seem small. Bea is grateful that the end of her relationship with Víctor and the revelation involving the TV News Presenter had brought her home in time to share that period with Ángela.

The notebook extends beyond Bea. Reading from it to the family, she shares Ángela’s message to Débora: their mother believed Débora had inherited her gift of empathy, though she would not demand that Débora continue her consultation work. Ángela recognizes how Débora had searched for a place in the world through different studies and jobs, and accepts that photography may be the vocation she has found. She praises Débora’s photograph of Teo and the child, and sees art as another way to empathize with others and give form to pain. If Débora ever wants to help people as her mother did, Ángela leaves the consultation to her; if not, she is free to choose her own life.

Another note addresses the strained relationships among the sisters. Ángela urges them, through the words Bea reads aloud, to make peace with one another, while suggesting that her death may already have brought them back together. The family’s grief is not resolved by the notebook, but it gives them something to do with it: listen, recognize what Ángela understood about each of them, and remain in the same room. When a reference to the theatrical device of a god arriving to settle everything prompts León’s answer and a Guardia Civil officer’s response, the exchange sparks the family’s first laugh of the day. The laughter does not undo the loss; it marks a small return of shared life within it.

The ashes and the family’s farewell

Ángela’s notes also specify where she wants her ashes scattered: at the cliff where Irene had arranged for the Romanesque Chapel to be relocated. It was one of Ángela’s favorite places. She had joked that the chapel had turned the spot into a pilgrimage destination, and that choir friends, the priest, and her patients might take the scattering as evidence that she had finally entered the religious fold. Her humor remains part of the instruction, even as the family follows it in earnest.

They plan to go two days later and hope to keep the farewell private, but word spreads and many people want to accompany them. The family does not refuse them; Ángela would have liked their presence, and the warmth of others helps the bereaved keep going. The scene thus expands from a family ritual into a communal farewell without losing its intimate purpose. In October the sky is clear and the sea calm. Bea had imagined the north wind blowing the ashes back onto them, but no wind scatters them on the mourners. They fall into the water and disappear over the waves, giving the family a final, shared image of Ángela’s departure.

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