The Moulting Season
H is for HawkMabel’s seasonal separation tests Helen’s attachment and teaches her that caring for a hawk includes allowing biological change beyond human companionship.
increasing
Bearing strength in each event
decreasing
Spring’s Approach

The Season Turns
Signs in the City
Helen notices crocuses, flies, and blossom, but tries not to think about the approaching end of Mabel’s hunting season. The hawk will soon need to moult in an aviary.
A Fearful Future
Helen’s sadness makes her ignore changes in Mabel’s behavior and the growing warmth that alters the bird’s attention. The coming separation is already affecting how she interprets the present.
Love makes the season’s ordinary cycle feel like a loss.
The Final Hunt Goes Wrong

A Rushed Outing
A Tight Schedule
Helen takes Mabel to hunt before a teaching commitment, assuming they can catch a rabbit quickly and return. Mabel becomes increasingly interested in the changing spring landscape and ignores Helen’s calls.
A Dangerous Pursuit
The hawk crosses roads and enters a pheasant release pen, where she catches two birds. Helen is injured while recovering Mabel and her quarry.
The episode shows how Helen’s refusal to acknowledge separation helps create unnecessary risk.
Preparing the Aviary

Making Room for Change
A Hawk at Home
Mabel is fed generously in preparation for moulting and remains playful and calm with Helen. Her ease makes the coming separation emotionally harder.
A Necessary Arrangement
Helen prepares to drive her to a friend’s aviary, where she will have space, branches, sunlight, and room to grow new feathers. The decision places the hawk’s biological needs above Helen’s wish to keep her close.
Care requires planning for a life that does not center on the caretaker.
The Earthquake Night

The Moving Earth
A Human Terror
An earthquake shakes Helen’s bed, reviving fears that the world has become unsafe. She rushes to check on Mabel, imagining that the hawk must share her panic.
The Hawk’s Calm
Mabel wakes briefly and settles again. Her quiet presence reassures Helen, but also reminds her that the hawk experiences the world differently.
The comfort of attachment coexists with recognition of difference.
Leaving Mabel Behind

A Separation for Care
The New Enclosure
Helen brings Mabel into a spacious aviary and removes her jesses. The hawk begins examining the roof, walls, perches, and sky.
Goodbye Without Answer
Helen tells Mabel she will miss her, knowing that no reply can come. She leaves the hawk to the coming moult and accepts the kindness of a warm house and waiting friends.
The separation becomes an act of care rather than abandonment.
early spring, after months of hunting
the morning Helen must leave for teaching
27 February, on the eve of Mabel’s departure
the night before Mabel goes to Suffolk
the next morning, at the aviary in Suffolk