Hastings
H is for HawkHastings matters in the account of T. H. White as both a place of childhood trial and the origin of a lasting image of refuge. His memories of the Hastings Caves, the Hastings Baths, and the nearby St Leonards-on-Sea pier gather two contrasting ideas: the need to prove courage and the safety of being hidden from danger.
Remembered Places
As a boy, White visited the Hastings Caves with his grandparents. During the tour, the guide extinguished a candle, leaving the group in darkness. White treasured the episode; in the narrative, it is not simply a childhood excursion but a remembered experience of shelter. For a boy who often felt imperilled, the cave’s darkness could be imagined as protection from a pursuer’s sight.
Hastings also figures in memories of more exposed tests. White had swum around the pier at St Leonards-on-Sea when he was small, and at school he dived from the highest board at the Hastings Baths. These acts later became part of the history he associated with trying to overcome fear and demonstrate bravery.
Courage and Fear
The childhood feats acquire particular weight when White is training Gos. In that later episode, he understands the hawk’s approach as a test of whether he can stand his ground. His earlier attempts to swim and dive help explain why the test reaches beyond the practical demands of falconry: courage had long been bound up with the kind of man he believed he was expected to become. Hastings therefore enters the book through remembered actions that shape the meaning of a later encounter, rather than through a sustained account of the town itself.
From Cave to Refuge
White returned to the cave in imagination, and the remembered darkness connects with his later attraction to underground and concealed places. He called his woodland cottage his badger’s sett; in Gone to Ground, an underground shelter saves people from catastrophe; and in The Queen of Air and Darkness, part of The Once and Future King, Merlin is imprisoned for centuries in a cave beneath a hill. The narrative links these invented refuges to the actual childhood memory at Hastings without treating them as identical places.
That connection gives Hastings a significance beyond biography. The caves offer a counter-image to the pier and diving board: not a stage on which bravery must be displayed, but a hidden place where danger cannot readily find its occupant. The location thus helps establish a recurring tension in White’s life and writing between exposure to threat and the imagined security of concealment.