The Afterlife of the Probe
HappeningThis object-centered thread follows the abortion probe from instrument of danger to a durable trace in Annie Duchesne’s memory.
increasing
Bearing strength in each event
decreasing
Hearing of the Method

Hearing of the Method
LB’s Description
LB explains that Madame P-R inserts a probe and that miscarriage follows after waiting. The instrument turns a vague possibility into a concrete procedure.
Risk Remains
LB also recounts her infection, making clear that the method is not safe. Annie Duchesne accepts the risk because safer help is unavailable.
The First Insertion

The First Insertion
Pain and Compliance
Madame P-R inserts the probe while Annie Duchesne cries out. The repeated insistence on continuing makes the procedure a contest between pain and necessity.
An Altered Sensation
Afterward, the probe becomes a weight in Annie’s stomach. It is both an alien object and the means through which she hopes to end the pregnancy.
The Second Probe

The Second Probe
Replacement
When the first attempt has not worked, Madame P-R replaces the probe. She tells Annie Duchesne that she is in labor, giving the process a new bodily meaning.
A Loaned Instrument
Madame P-R asks for the probe to be returned because it is difficult to find. The practical request underscores the improvised supply chain behind clandestine care.
The Probe as Ally

The Probe as Ally
Accommodating Its Presence
Annie Duchesne grows used to the probe and thinks of it as part of her stomach. Its presence becomes a companion to the waiting rather than a constant surprise.
Impatience
The instrument does not act fast enough, and Annie watches for signs of change. Dependence on it intensifies the suspense of the days before the crisis.
The Remembered Object

The Remembered Object
An Image in Place of a Museum
Annie Duchesne imagines a basin and probe as an artwork that no museum would exhibit. The object condenses the hidden world of clandestine abortion.
A Material Memory
Its visual persistence helps her recover the episode without reducing it to abstract argument. The probe becomes evidence of both bodily risk and historical silence.
December 1963
January 15, 1964
January 18, 1964
January 19–20, 1964
During the later writing