May 5, 1983
Here There Is No WhyMay 5, 1983 is the date of Chaim Lerner’s fatal fall and the fixed point around which the novel’s later inquiry tests memory against records. A reported appointment, neighbors’ recollections, a wedding-dress receipt, and Judah Loeb’s delayed encounter with the aftermath give the date several distinct times and meanings. Together, they establish a chronology while leaving the circumstances of Chaim’s death under investigation.
The Date and Its Recorded Times
The most precise surviving time in the evidence is 7:00 p.m. on May 5, 1983, written on a receipt from Rafik’s Boutique. The receipt records a purchase connected with Michal’s wedding dress. When Judah later examines it, he has to remember that Israeli records used a 24-hour clock rather than a.m. and p.m. conventions; the notation 19:00 therefore places the transaction at seven in the evening. Its apparent precision matters because it can be compared with other accounts of that night.
A separate account places Chaim’s fatal fall earlier. Four neighbors said they heard a bump at 6:30 p.m. on May 5. Their recollection does not identify what happened inside or outside the building, but it supplies a time against which the later interview and the boutique receipt are measured. The difference between 18:30 and 19:00 is not smoothed away: one is the neighbors’ reported time for the bump, the other the time recorded for the dress purchase.
During an interview, a man told Judah that he had been walking to Chaim’s apartment because he had an appointment to speak with him at home at 7:30 p.m. on May 5. The interviewee said he lived half an hour away. Judah reacted by pointing out that the proposed meeting time was half an hour after the time of death as he understood it. This exchange makes the appointment a conspicuous part of the date’s chronology, but the account alone does not establish why the meeting was arranged or what the interviewee knew about Chaim’s fall.
The Wedding-Dress Alibi
Michal later explained that she and Zehava had been shopping for wedding dresses when Chaim died. They had told police this at the time and supplied a receipt; Michal also recalled that investigators interviewed the shopkeeper. The dress was for Michal’s marriage to Yoav Lerner, and she said she took it home that night. Her account thus tied an intimate family occasion to the investigation’s central question of where she and Zehava had been.
The surviving receipt supports the alibi with a dated transaction: May 5, 1983, at 19:00. When Judah and Hannah Loeb visit Rafik, he identifies the date and time on the document and points out his wife’s handwritten signature. The signature itself is difficult to read, but the date is clear. Rafik’s explanation of the handwriting and the investigators’ later access to the receipt give the paper a material presence beyond Michal’s recollection: it is a shop record that can be examined and compared with the testimony.
A second receipt complicates the sequence without undoing the first. Hannah finds it in another binder after nearly two hours of searching and translating. It records a smaller payment, identified as a deposit, dated May 2—three days before the dress was picked up. That earlier transaction shows that the purchase had begun before the night in question; it does not replace the May 5 record of the later visit. The pair of receipts distinguishes an initial payment from the dated occasion on which Michal says she took the dress home.
Judah’s Delayed Arrival
The date reaches Judah first not through the investigation but through the aftermath he encounters on a later night. Three days after the intimate farewell to Michal, he is leaving Jerusalem for an 11:30 p.m. flight. Remembering that Chaim’s birthday is four days away and that Chaim usually eats dinner at eight, Judah asks the taxi driver to stop at Chaim’s home on Jeremiah Street so he can wish him a happy birthday. The ordinary purpose of the detour makes the scene’s reversal especially stark: Judah expects to find Chaim at home and instead arrives as the body is being taken away.
As the taxi approaches, Judah initially mistakes the ambulance’s flashing red lights for stars. He sees four men lifting a twisted, prone body onto a stretcher, then notices Zehava and Michal huddled on the lawn while neighbors gather across the street. Michal recognizes him, runs over, and tells him Chaim is dead. Judah looks toward the house and studies the spot below the side balcony where the body had been lifted. The encounter gives the fall a physical location and an image that persists in his later reconstruction, but it is an arrival after the event, not a witness account of how it occurred.
The Date as Investigative Hinge
In retrospect, May 5 organizes several kinds of evidence that do not have equal reach. The neighbors’ reported bump locates a sound at 18:30; the boutique receipt documents a transaction at 19:00; Michal’s explanation connects that transaction to her and Zehava’s whereabouts; and the interviewee’s account introduces a planned meeting at 19:30. Judah’s later visit supplies the scene of discovery and the body’s position below the balcony. Each detail narrows or reshapes the timeline, but none by itself narrates the fatal fall.
The investigation’s movement between recollection and paperwork also changes what an apparently settled alibi can mean. Michal recalls the police inquiry and the receipt as evidence that her account had already been checked, while Judah and Hannah return to the records years later and discover both the 19:00 receipt and the earlier May 2 deposit. The documents confirm specific transactions, not every circumstance surrounding Chaim’s death. May 5 therefore serves both as a calendar date and as a structure for comparison: times can be aligned, accounts tested, and gaps exposed, even when the surviving evidence does not turn the chronology into a complete explanation.