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Ronnie McGrath—Charlie

Hide and Seek

Ronnie McGrath—Charlie describes a year-long acquaintance shaped by Charlie’s fascination with Edinburgh’s hidden histories and by the very different ways the two men approached its darkness. Charlie introduced Ronnie to some of his interests, including horror books, and was with him for part of the evening before Ronnie’s fatal overdose. After Ronnie died, Charlie returned to the house, added to the occult imagery there, and left a message addressed to him. Their relationship is therefore presented through shared interests, unequal vulnerabilities, and a posthumous gesture whose meaning Charlie explains in his own terms.

An Acquaintance Formed in Edinburgh

In a recorded police interview, Charlie dates his meeting with Ronnie to about a year earlier, around the time of Charlie’s first-year exams at university. He connects that period with his growing interest in what he calls the real Edinburgh: not the familiar landmarks offered to tourists, but the city’s housing estates and continuing social deprivation. He began visiting Wester Hailes, Oxgangs, Craigmillar, and Pilmuir, seeing the past’s darker histories as still present in modern life. Ronnie was part of the context in which Charlie’s interest developed, although the account does not establish that Ronnie led him to the estates or shared his interpretation of them.

The difference in their outlooks appears in Charlie’s account of Ronnie’s photography. Ronnie had pictures on his bedroom wall and, for a time, hoped to become a professional photographer by taking tourist images. Charlie dismisses the ambition as short-lived, in keeping with what he calls Ronnie’s schemes. Rebus recalls photographs of Edinburgh Castle, which makes the contrast concrete: Ronnie’s project looked toward postcard views, while Charlie sought out the city’s less presentable spaces. Their association brought together these opposing ways of looking at Edinburgh without making them identical observers.

Influence, Vulnerability, and the Overdose

Charlie also tried to interest Ronnie in horror books kept in Ronnie’s bedroom. According to Charlie, Ronnie could not tolerate horror films because they frightened him; the books did not make him more comfortable with the genre. Charlie says instead that they gave Ronnie nightmares, which in turn pushed him toward taking more heroin. This account presents Charlie as someone who tried to share an enthusiasm but whose attempt, as he describes it, worsened rather than eased Ronnie’s distress. It does not establish that Charlie intended this consequence or that the books alone caused Ronnie’s drug use.

Charlie’s account of the night Ronnie overdosed places him in the house for a while. He confirms that Tracy was there when he left. He also recalls a man who had visited earlier and who had been with Ronnie on a few previous occasions; when together, the two men kept to themselves. Charlie does not identify the visitor in this exchange, and his description leaves the nature of their connection uncertain. The account establishes that Charlie had some knowledge of Ronnie’s company, but not that he witnessed the overdose or knew what happened after he departed.

Asked how Ronnie financed his heroin habit, Charlie describes him spending time with other men around Calton Hill and says that Ronnie would have money at the end of the night, sometimes with bruises. Rebus asks whether this meant Ronnie was a rent boy, but Charlie’s answer is less categorical: he reports where Ronnie spent time and what seemed to follow, rather than giving a fully established account of a particular transaction. The exchange reveals how precarious Ronnie’s circumstances may have been while preserving the limits of what Charlie claims to know.

The Return to Ronnie’s House

During the interview, Rebus confronts Charlie with the fact that someone had added to the pentagram at Ronnie’s house after the crime-scene photographs were taken. Charlie admits that he was responsible. He also acknowledges leaving the words Hello Ronnie. Charlie explains that he believed Ronnie’s spirit and soul remained in the house, and says that he wanted to greet him; he adds that the remaining paint gave him an opportunity to frighten someone. His account combines a stated spiritual explanation with a deliberately unsettling practical effect.

Charlie’s return makes the connection persist beyond Ronnie’s death, but it does not settle whether his act was an expression of belief, provocation, or both. Rebus had been shocked by the message, while Charlie had not appeared surprised when the added pentagram was raised. When the questions turn to the candles associated with the scene, Charlie reacts sharply and challenges the point of continuing to ask about Ronnie, whom he treats as a finished matter because of the overdose. That response sits uneasily beside his decision to revisit the house and address Ronnie there: he dismisses the investigation while having made his own symbolic return to the dead man.

A Relationship Seen Through Competing Accounts

The evidence supports an acquaintance marked by shared time and Charlie’s attempts to involve Ronnie in his interests, but it does not define them as intimate friends or establish a partnership in Ronnie’s drug use. Charlie’s stories illuminate Ronnie through selected details—his fear of horror films, his brief photography ambition, his heroin habit, and his presence around Calton Hill—while also showing Charlie’s own perspective: he is drawn to hidden histories and to the unsettling imagery he later adds at the house. The account should therefore be read as both information about Ronnie and a self-presentation by Charlie in a police interview.

Their connection carries a sharp imbalance. Charlie is able to describe Ronnie’s vulnerability from the position of an observer who was present before the overdose but left while Tracy remained; the account does not give him knowledge of the fatal moment. Later, he can return to Ronnie’s house and turn the crime-scene imagery into a personal message. The relationship’s significance lies in that gap between contact and understanding: Charlie was close enough to know aspects of Ronnie’s life and to address him after death, yet his testimony leaves crucial parts of Ronnie’s circumstances unresolved.