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Sofia's temporary seaside home

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Sofia's temporary seaside home is a rented beach dwelling in Almería where Sofia Papastergiadis lives with her sick mother, Rose Papastergiadis. It offers neither settled belonging nor escape: Sofia has nowhere else to go, and the daily work of tending Rose follows them into the house. The sea gives the home its horizon, but not simple freedom. Heat, disrupted sleep, uncertainty about Rose's mobility, and arguments over water turn the apartment into a place where dependence and the possibility of change remain in constant view.

Setting and Domestic Conditions

The residence is described as a temporary beach house and a beach apartment, rather than as a permanent family home. Its transience matters to Sofia, who tells Julieta Gómez that returning to live with Rose after her medication was cancelled is difficult, but that she has nowhere else to go. The home is therefore shelter without security: it gives mother and daughter a place to stay, while making Sofia's lack of an independent home unmistakable.

The domestic routine is organized around Rose's requests for water. She sleeps beneath a mosquito net in the next room and calls for Sofia to bring her a drink. The request is never resolved by simply supplying water: Sofia tries a bottle from the refrigerator, one kept outside it, or water boiled in the kettle and left to cool, yet Rose continues to find it wrong. The small fridge's hum recalls something cold and lifeless that still has a pulse, while Sofia imagines whether it contains water that might finally suit her mother. Even beyond the house, she keeps thinking about how to make water more right than wrong for Rose. The repeated task makes care intimate and concrete, but also endless.

The House and the Burden of Care

Sofia's physical relation to Rose extends beyond the apartment. At the clinic, the two limp together, Sofia matching her pace to her mother's and describing her own legs as Rose's legs. Rose had walked alone to a local shop that morning, without a walking stick, but Sofia does not want to think about that independence. Later, Sofia finds herself limping even when Rose is not beside her, as though her body has remembered their shared gait. The home is thus linked to a pattern of care that persists in Sofia's movements away from it; the daughter's body takes on the pace of the mother's uncertain mobility.

That pattern does not make the house a purely private refuge. Sofia recounts the strain of returning there after Rose's medication was cancelled, and the relentlessness of life around the home contributes to her inability to sleep: heat, mosquitoes, and repeated knocking at the door all press on her. She has locked the door and generally does not answer, although Juan came by one day off and offered to take her by moped to a beach with a freshwater spring. Sofia declined the invitation in practice by explaining that her mother was melancholy and needed her. She describes herself as Rose's legs and says she does not know what to do with herself. The episode shows how the home binds her to care even as the coast offers possible excursions beyond it.

Kitchen, Coast, and Uncertain Water

The apartment's kitchen becomes the setting for Sofia's act of stealing and preparing a large fish. After slipping it into her basket at a market, she brings it back and handles it in the kitchen, scraping its scales with a blunt knife and cutting it open. Its weight, shine, and blood make the stolen fish a physical counterpoint to the household's repetitive provision of water. As she guts it, Sofia thinks of both sides of her family: her Greek relatives, who would know how to prepare a fish without consulting the internet, and the Yorkshire relatives who bought fish from dockside trawlermen. The kitchen therefore holds more than a meal; it is where a precarious present briefly connects to inherited identities.

Beyond the apartment, the coast is neither pristine nor reliably safe. At a deserted beach opposite a cement factory, a waiter warns Sofia not to swim after several people have been badly stung by jellyfish. The landscape includes gas canisters in the sand, a cargo ship on the horizon, cranes from a desalination plant, and heaps of cement powder beside unfinished hotels and apartments cut into the mountains. These details place the seaside home within a working and developing coastal environment, not an untouched escape from the pressures of ordinary life.

The water's condition is also contested. In a story related to Sofia, sea police test the local water, report a gasoline spill, and order people out. A man who disputes their reading is told to taste the water; after drinking from a bottle filled at sea, he accepts that a spill has occurred, falls ill, and wants to sue the authorities. The anecdote echoes Rose's domestic insistence that water can be wrong, while giving that recurring disagreement a material coastal danger. Elsewhere, the possibility that a drowned dog has contaminated the water is raised, further entangling the sea with local anxieties about pollution and animal loss.

Memory, Walking, and the Sea

The beach apartment's table preserves evidence of Sofia's own rupture. The imitation ancient Greek vase she smashed before leaving for Athens remains in pieces there. Sofia considers whether to put it back together, looks at its shattered figures of seven women collecting water, and decides not to mend them with putty and paint. Instead, she opens wine and drinks on the terrace. The choice leaves the break visible rather than restoring an image of water-bearing women, a gesture that resonates with her description of herself as a female slave and a female wine drinker when Rose asks for water that is not cold.

The sea also becomes the setting for a reversal in how Sofia sees Rose. After crying in the water, Sofia notices her mother walking along the shore in a sunflower-patterned dress, carrying a hat. Rose is walking on her own, absorbed in her own company. Sofia wants to run to her, but retreats into the sea rather than be seen. Later, after swimming among jellyfish and being stung, Sofia searches the sand for Rose's footprints and draws a rectangle around the first pair with a stick. The act preserves a trace of Rose's walk without interrupting it. In this home and its surrounding coast, walking is at once a shared burden, a remembered bodily habit, and evidence that Rose can move independently. The temporary residence gives that contradiction a physical setting: care remains close at hand, but the sea and shore keep opening onto forms of life that cannot be reduced to Sofia's role as her mother's support.

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