R. Gordon Wasson—María Sabina
How to Change Your MindR. Gordon Wasson and María Sabina’s relationship began with an encounter across unequal purposes: Wasson sought evidence for a theory about the origins of religion, while Sabina, a Mazatec healer, used mushrooms within a local practice of healing and divination. Their night together in 1955 became a turning point in the public history of the mushrooms. Wasson gained the experience he had pursued; Sabina’s decision to receive him helped carry a once-guarded practice into international view, with consequences for her and her village that she came to mourn.
A Search Meets a Local Practice
Wasson’s interest in sacred mushrooms had initially directed him toward Asia. Botanist Richard Evans Schultes redirected his search to the Americas, where accounts from missionaries and anthropologists suggested that mushroom ceremonies might persist in remote villages of southern Mexico. Wasson first traveled to Mexico and Central America in 1953 and made ten trips in all, several of them to Huautla de Jiménez, in Oaxaca. A missionary informant had told him that healers there used mushrooms, but local residents were reluctant to speak openly: some denied knowing of the practice, while others said it belonged elsewhere or had disappeared.
That caution had a long history. Following the Spanish conquest, the sacramental use of psychoactive mushrooms had been driven underground. The Roman Catholic Church treated such practices as a challenge to its authority, and colonial campaigns suppressed ceremonies and their material traces. The Nahuatl name translated as Flesh of the gods made the conflict especially legible to Christian observers: the mushroom’s promise of direct access to the divine competed with a sacrament whose meaning was mediated by church and priest. By the time Wasson arrived, however, the Mazatec practice he encountered was not simply an unchanged survival of an ancient religious rite. Many Mazatecs were devout Catholics, and mushrooms were used for healing and divination, including attempts to locate missing people and important objects.
The 1955 Ceremony
On the night of June 29–30, 1955, during his third visit to Huautla, Wasson persuaded Sabina to let him and his photographer participate in a ceremony, rather than merely observe one. Sabina was sixty-one and respected in the village as a curandera. The velada took place after dark in the basement of a local official’s home, before a simple altar adorned with Christian images. Wasson used the name Eva Mendez for Sabina in his account, presenting her identity as protected even as he described the event in detail.
After cleaning the mushrooms and passing them through incense smoke, Sabina gave Wasson a cup containing six pairs, which she called little children. The ceremony fulfilled a pursuit that had occupied him for six years. In his account, the visions began with decorative patterns and developed into palaces, gardens, and a mythological creature drawing a regal chariot. He described the experience as unusually vivid and treated it not merely as an intense personal event but as evidence for a much larger claim: that psychoactive mushrooms might have introduced early humans to worlds beyond ordinary perception and perhaps helped give rise to the idea of God.
Different Meanings of the Encounter
The ceremony confirmed Wasson’s hypothesis for him, but that conclusion shaped how he presented Sabina and her practice. He cast her as a religious figure and the velada as a form of holy communion. Sabina’s contemporary understanding was different. She used mushrooms to help the sick and to divine answers to practical questions; Wasson knew this, and he gained access by telling her that he was concerned about his son’s whereabouts and well-being. On returning to New York, he believed that information he had received about his son was accurate. The episode thus joined a real local purpose to Wasson’s broader theological interpretation, without making the two meanings identical.
Sabina later made the distinction explicit: before Wasson, she said, people did not take mushrooms solely to find God; they took them to help the sick recover. The contrast matters because Wasson’s account transformed a healing and divinatory practice into evidence for a universal theory of religious origins. His interpretation gave the ceremony a new audience and historical reach, but it also risked flattening the purposes Sabina and her community attached to it. The relationship was therefore not just an exchange between an investigator and a guide. It became a meeting in which one participant’s published explanation could travel far beyond the other participant’s control.
Publicity and Its Costs
Wasson’s account in Life reached millions. He also described the experience on the CBS program Person to Person, and other magazines soon published accounts of magic-mushroom journeys. Wasson supplied mushrooms for some of these explorations and conducted ceremonies in his Manhattan apartment. The international attention drew visitors to Huautla and to Sabina’s door, including, eventually, well-known musicians. A practice once kept closely guarded was now associated with a destination sought by outsiders, and mushrooms were sold openly in the village.
Wasson later acknowledged his part in that transformation. In a 1970 New York Times opinion piece, he held himself responsible for unleashing commercial exploitation on Huautla. The effects were not abstract: neighbors blamed Sabina for the influx, her home was burned, and she was briefly jailed. Near the end of her life, she regretted having shared the mushrooms with Wasson and, through him, with the wider world. She felt that the arrival of foreigners had damaged the mushrooms’ force and standing. The publicity that made her recognizable beyond her community also altered the conditions in which her practice could continue.
Wasson’s efforts to shield her identity were compromised from the outset. In the same week that his Life article appeared, he self-published Mushrooms, Russia, and History, retelling her story without disguising her name. The tension between pseudonym and disclosure sharpens the larger imbalance in their encounter: he could decide how to frame the ceremony and circulate its story, while Sabina and Huautla bore much of the local cost of that circulation.
A Lasting Image
Sabina’s image outlasted the original ceremony as part of the wider culture of guided psychedelic experience. Years later, a guide’s office contained a framed photograph of the Mexican curandera alongside objects drawn from several spiritual traditions. Her presence there placed her among the figures through whom later practitioners imagined a lineage of psychedelic guidance. That afterlife preserves her importance, but it also echoes the terms of her relationship with Wasson: a local healer became an international symbol as others carried her image and the mushrooms’ story into new settings. The encounter opened a door for Wasson’s account of the sacred mushrooms; for Sabina, its lasting significance was inseparable from what followed when outsiders walked through it.