Barack Obama's presidency
I'm Still HereBarack Obama's presidency is presented as a period of historic possibility shadowed by the persistence of racial power. For many Americans, his election seemed to confirm that the United States had become postracial; for Austin, the celebration was meaningful, but it never erased the fear beneath it or the evidence that racism endured. Ferguson made that contradiction visible on the television screen.
Election and the Postracial Claim
For millions of Black and white Americans, Barack Obama's election signaled that the United States had entered a postracial society. Austin did not dismiss the event’s emotional force. She remembers watching the Obama family wave to crowds in Chicago after the victory speech, a sight she herself had considered impossible only a year earlier. The achievement mattered, but it could not bear the weight of proving that racial inequality had ended.
Even in those early years of optimism, Black Americans remained afraid. The country’s history of murdering Black civil rights leaders made the possibility of an assassination feel present in their bones. The presidency also drew protests directed not at Obama’s policies but at his race. Signs, nooses, comics, billboards, essays, and articles accompanied condescending claims that he did not understand an issue, a policy, a law, or the country itself. The election made Black political achievement visible while exposing the hostility that visibility could provoke.
Hope Under the Backlash
Austin expected some backlash from white citizens. Offensive signs and comics, however, were not what unsettled her most: she had braced herself for them and never believed that the election had suddenly made America postracial. Her account distinguishes that anticipated hostility from the deeper shock of encountering present-day racial violence in a form that seemed to collapse the distance between past and present.
The presidency also sits within Austin’s broader criticism of national stories that comfort people by treating racial injustice as resolved or accidental. She argues that racial systems, including slavery and mass incarceration, were purposeful inventions, and that the end of enslavement did not end the commitment to control and harm Black bodies. Against that history, a Black president could represent an immense political achievement without proving that the structures around him had been dismantled.
Ferguson and the Return of History
Ferguson was the event Austin did not see coming. She first encountered the widening gap between history and the present on her living-room television. When the news reached national cable coverage, images showed police in riot gear confronting Black residents, with dogs, tear gas, and tanks. The armored show of force took place outside a McDonald’s; the people facing police were residents demanding accountability for the shooting of an unarmed teenager.
The images recalled photographs from Austin’s history book. By the time the Black Lives Matter era began, she already understood the argument that racism had changed form rather than disappeared. Yet watching the confrontation, she felt that racism had not evolved so much as returned in recognizable force: where police once confronted Black people on horseback with nightsticks, they now arrived in tanks with automatic rifles. The comparison made Ferguson not an isolated break from history but a present-tense scene in a longer history of racialized violence.
Significance of the Presidency
The presidency’s significance in Austin’s account lies in the contrast between representation and transformation. Barack Obama's election challenged what had once seemed politically possible, but it did not shield Black Americans from fear, racist backlash, or state violence. The presidency could be celebrated as evidence of progress even as Ferguson revealed how incomplete that progress remained.
Austin therefore resists being asked to place hope in a simple story of national improvement. The presidency is neither dismissed as meaningless nor treated as proof that racial justice has arrived. Its achievement and its limits coexist: the Obama family’s appearance before the Chicago crowd carried real meaning, while the armed confrontation with Black residents showed that the older struggle over whose lives and demands receive protection was still underway.
