Chyna and Her Son Are Murdered by the Gang
I'm Still Here- What didn't kill me made me stronger and sharperChyna and her son, Mortez Payne, are murdered by gang members after Chyna is suspected of informing on them. The killings become a defining trauma for Jensen Brick McCall: he sees the bodies, recognizes his own part in the danger surrounding them, and carries the failure to intervene as a burden that shapes his decision to seek justice and leave Syracuse.
Causes and Background
Chyna and Jensen Brick McCall had formed a sibling-like bond in the Parkersburg home where they first met. Their earliest connection was forged in danger: they fought off Chyna’s sons when they tried to sexually assault them. Chyna came to regard Jensen as a big brother, while he wanted a closer relationship; she maintained that friendship was safer than becoming lovers.
The gang’s suspicions were tied to informing and betrayal. Jensen later understood the killings as punishment for his own act of treason, while Chyna told the gang that she had spoken to federal agents too. He had warned her that her involvement with Trey, whom he regarded as an enemy, could bring deadly consequences. Her breach of the gang’s code and the suspicion that she had cooperated with authorities placed her in danger, but Jensen’s warnings did not prevent the attack.
The Attack and Deaths
Gang members took Chyna to the back of the projects. There, they raped and tortured her, shot Mortez in the face, and killed Chyna by inserting a hot curling iron into her womb. The account presents the violence not as a distant report but as the event Jensen believes he failed to stop: Chyna and her child were punished in the same episode, and he connects their deaths to the peril created by his own betrayal.
Before she died, Chyna told Jensen that she had also informed on the gang and had been caught. She rejected his attempt to make himself responsible for her fate, telling him that he was meant to get out of the neighborhood and asking him to promise he would become somebody great. Her words make the scene a final act of care between friends: even while facing death, she urges him toward a future she believes is unavailable to her.
Jensen’s Witness and Response
Jensen held Chyna’s cold body and her son in his arms. Mortez was still clutching the Transformer Jensen had given him for Christmas. Jensen held and rocked them, then closed their eyes. He describes fear and inaction as part of his guilt: he had stood among the people who harmed them and had not managed to save either of them.
The next day, Jensen went to Detective Dartes and reported the crimes. He later worked with Dartes and his partner for weeks, providing details, videos, and audio recordings of criminal activity. In exchange, he received immunity from jail and a bus ticket out of Syracuse. The cooperation brought consequences for the gang, but it could not undo the deaths that had prompted him to speak.
Aftermath and Significance
Jensen’s grief is bound to his sense of responsibility. He says that Chyna’s death was because of him and that his failure to act was his greatest crime as a free man. He also remembers her as the person who had remained loyal and loved him as he was, especially after Grace McCall died. Her loss therefore compounds his earlier bereavement and deepens his feeling that he has no secure home or family.
The murders turn Jensen’s guilt into a stated mission: he seeks justice for Chyna and Mortez, and resolves to try to save another woman rather than remain silent as he believes he did before. Chyna’s final request that he survive and become someone great stands against the gang’s violence and the fatalism of their neighborhood. Her death is both the cost of Jensen’s perceived treason and the event that propels him toward testimony, departure, and an attempt at redemption.
