The School Employee’s Death Investigation
I'm Thinking of Ending ThingsPost-event conversations gradually assemble a portrait of an isolated worker while revealing how little his colleagues understood before his death.
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Bearing strength in each event
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Shock in the Community

Shock in the Community
An unprecedented event
Several speakers express disbelief that something so terrible could happen in their workplace. They describe sleeplessness and difficulty accepting the news.
Distance from the dead man
They admit that few people were close to him and call him a loner. Their shock exists alongside an acknowledged lack of intimacy.
Signs in Retrospect

Signs in Retrospect
Physical changes noticed
Colleagues recall a rash, sweating, moments of staring, and unusually loud music during breaks. At the time, each detail seemed private or insignificant.
Concern arrives afterward
The witnesses reinterpret old observations once the death has occurred. The investigation shows how warning signs can remain invisible without conversation.
Notebooks and Silence

Notebooks and Silence
Writing goes unexamined
Colleagues remember the employee keeping notebooks but never asked what he wrote. One person recalls his precise handwriting.
The content remains unknown
The speakers delay reading the notebooks, even while seeking an explanation for the death. Their hesitation mirrors the novel’s broader failure to know another person’s inner life.
A Life Outside Work

A Life Outside Work
A private history emerges
The employee lived in an old farmhouse, avoided socializing, and spent breaks alone in his pickup. He had worked at the school for decades.
Ordinary isolation becomes legible
The details describe a person coworkers saw but did not know. His routines become part of the posthumous effort to understand what happened.
No Simple Explanation

No Simple Explanation
Evidence does not settle motive
The investigators find writing that mixes a story with the writer’s life, but cannot determine whether it explains the death. Facts and inventions remain entangled.
The dead remain partly unknowable
The conversations end without a complete account of motive. The investigation echoes the novel’s insistence that outward evidence cannot fully disclose thought.
Immediately after the death
During the early investigation
As coworkers are interviewed
During later interviews
After the manuscript is found