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Valentin’s Letter to Marta

Kiss of the Spider Woman

Dictating and tearing up a letter lets Valentin confess fear, desire, and doubt before choosing silence again.

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A Need to SpeakA Need to Speak from "Kiss of the Spider Woman". A Need to Speak Loneliness admitted Valentin tells Molina that illness has made him feel close to death and desperate to hear from Marta.
A Need to Speak Loneliness admitted Valentin tells Molina that illness has made him feel close to death and desperate to hear from Marta. A request for help He asks Molina to write because reading and writing worsen his dizziness.
The Letter BeginsThe Letter Begins from "Kiss of the Spider Woman". The Letter Begins Confession in progress Valentin dictates his loneliness, fear of dying, and desire for comfort.
The Letter Begins Confession in progress Valentin dictates his loneliness, fear of dying, and desire for comfort. Trust between cellmates Molina becomes the listener and amanuensis for feelings Valentin cannot share with comrades.
A Crisis of FaithA Crisis of Faith from "Kiss of the Spider Woman". A Crisis of Faith Ideology unsettled Valentin admits that he wants justice and wishes there were a God who could help him.
A Crisis of Faith Ideology unsettled Valentin admits that he wants justice and wishes there were a God who could help him. Political identity exposed His appeal does not erase his commitment; it reveals the human fear beneath it.
Desire and MemoryDesire and Memory from "Kiss of the Spider Woman". Desire and Memory An intimate admission Valentin remembers Marta’s body and imagines that she might still be thinking of him.
Desire and Memory An intimate admission Valentin remembers Marta’s body and imagines that she might still be thinking of him. Fear of emptiness He worries that prison has left him alone with no lasting trace of their shared life.
The Letter Torn UpThe Letter Torn Up from "Kiss of the Spider Woman". The Letter Torn Up Withdrawal After accepting Molina’s offer to help wash, Valentin takes back and destroys the letter.
The Letter Torn Up Withdrawal After accepting Molina’s offer to help wash, Valentin takes back and destroys the letter. A divided need He seeks care from Molina but still cannot accept the vulnerability of sending his confession.
after Molina asks Valentin about his longing
late one night in their cell
midway through the dictated letter
near the end of the dictation
before Valentin washes and rests