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Names and Identity

Last Christmas

This flow traces the gap between Malphas's feared title, the human name Lilliana gives him, and the identity he eventually chooses.

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A Name of FearA Name of Fear from "Last Christmas". A Name of Fear Reputation as armor Malphas is proud of being called one of history's deadliest demons.
A Name of Fear Reputation as armor Malphas is proud of being called one of history's deadliest demons. His reputation keeps enemies wary and supports an identity built around violence. Protection with a price The fear he inspires also confines him to the role expected by his army and family. He has little experience being regarded as anything other than a danger.
Caleb NamedCaleb Named from "Last Christmas". Caleb Named Another person seen Lilliana rejects Malphas as a name for the handsome, wounded stranger before her and calls him Caleb.
Caleb Named Another person seen Lilliana rejects Malphas as a name for the handsome, wounded stranger before her and calls him Caleb. She explains that she sees loyalty and courage beneath his frightening appearance. An offered identity Her choice does not erase what he has done. Instead, it offers him another way to understand himself, one grounded in qualities he might choose to develop.
The Hidden Form RevealedThe Hidden Form Revealed from "Last Christmas". The Hidden Form Revealed A body long rejected Malphas shifts into the human form he associates with Jaden and has spent years concealing.
The Hidden Form Revealed A body long rejected Malphas shifts into the human form he associates with Jaden and has spent years concealing. He explains that he hates resembling his father. A different response Lilliana sees beauty rather than a source of shame and tells him not to let his father own that part of him. Her response challenges his belief that identity must be dictated by inheritance.
A Chosen AllegianceA Chosen Allegiance from "Last Christmas". A Chosen Allegiance Identity made visible Malphas wears his armor and fights against the army he once commanded.
A Chosen Allegiance Identity made visible Malphas wears his armor and fights against the army he once commanded. The emblem reveals his former position, while his actions demonstrate that he no longer accepts its cause. A new public name The villagers call him their defender. He struggles to accept the title, but his conduct has begun to make it more accurate than the reputation he once cherished.
The Self Still RememberedThe Self Still Remembered from "Last Christmas". The Self Still Remembered Loss beneath the new life At the Christmas gathering, Malphas feels out of place despite his connections to the assembled families.
The Self Still Remembered Loss beneath the new life At the Christmas gathering, Malphas feels out of place despite his connections to the assembled families. He cannot simply discard the past or the grief associated with Lilliana. Identity reopened Her return makes the names and identities they shared relevant again. The man who became a farmer, defender, and lonely uncle must now face the possibility of being her husband once more.
At the opening of the story
In the cave during the first meeting
The day after their first meeting
During the village battle sixteen years later
During Christmas 3250