Ben
Luckiest Girl AliveBen is a depressed, suicidal student whose friendship with Arthur Finnerman turns years of violent joking into a planned attack on classmates and teachers. His role is defined by a stark contradiction: the fantasies had long been jokes for him, yet his wish to die and anger at those who had mistreated him eventually made violence seem like a way to exact payment. His account also complicates any simple division between a single instigator and a passive accomplice, while presenting the partnership as markedly unequal in motive and control.
Identity and Introduction
Ben first appears by name in a list that includes Ansilee, Olivia, Theodore, Liam, and Peyton. The narrator, TifAni FaNelli, realizes there that Teddy’s full name is Theodore; Ben is added to the list afterward. The brief exchange does not explain what binds the names together, but it places Ben among the people TifAni is trying to identify and understand as she revisits the past.
A later question about how Ben died makes his death part of the account before its circumstances are explained. The question conveys TifAni’s shock and the personal weight of the disclosure, but the material here does not provide an answer about the manner or circumstances of his death. That gap matters: Ben is not introduced through a complete biography, but through the gradual reconstruction of the people connected to the attack and its aftermath.
Depression, Suicidality, and Motivation
Ben is characterized as depressive and suicidal, but not as having Arthur’s predisposition to violence. The distinction does not mean he is uninvolved. He is described as not opposed to violence, and he has spent years trading violent fantasies with Arthur about taking out their classmates and teachers. For Ben, those conversations remained jokes; Arthur, by contrast, waited for a circumstance that might make him take the fantasy seriously.
That circumstance is linked to what classmates had done to Ben. His reasoning is presented as retaliatory and bound up with his desire to die: if he was going to die anyway, he could use the attack to make those people pay. The account therefore gives his participation a cause without treating that cause as an excuse. His suffering and suicidal thinking help explain why the plan could appeal to him, while his willingness to turn anger outward marks a consequential change from joking about violence to joining preparations for it.
Partnership with Arthur
The relationship between Ben and Arthur is described through a criminological concept identified by Anita Perkins: the dyad phenomenon, in which a murderous pair intensifies the other’s violent drive. Her assessment emphasizes an imbalance. Arthur is characterized as a psychopath who would most likely control the partnership, while Ben’s hotheadedness could provide a service by provoking and sustaining Arthur’s appetite for violence. Ben is neither presented as the partnership’s dominant strategist nor reduced to an uninvolved follower; his anger and readiness to participate help fuel a plan whose direction Arthur controls.
The two planned the attack for six months. For nearly all of that period, Ben was confined to a mental rehabilitation center. He concealed his continuing danger to himself from the doctors and nurses, putting on a performance to persuade them that he was no longer suicidal. The contrast between his confinement and the secret plan is central to his role: while care staff believed he had become safer, the preparations continued outside the institution through Arthur and their partnership.
Consequences and Narrative Significance
During Ben’s confinement, Arthur found a new supporter whose pain and anger kept him primed for violence. The account does not name this person in the passage, so the identity should not be treated as established there. The detail nevertheless shows that the partnership did not remain fixed: Arthur’s need for a source of encouragement could be met by someone else while Ben was away. Ben’s influence is consequently part of the attack’s development, but not its only sustaining force.
Ben’s characterization also shifts the meaning of the earlier fantasies. What had been joking talk between two middle-school friends becomes, over six months of planning, an intended act of retaliation. The change is not attributed to Ben suddenly acquiring Arthur’s temperament; rather, the account distinguishes Ben’s depression and desire to die from Arthur’s appetite for violent stimulation, then shows how those different states could converge in a shared plan. Ben’s death, raised by TifAni’s question, gives this reconstruction a personal as well as explanatory force, even though the circumstances of that death are not specified here.