Hell’s Kitchen
Missing YouHell’s Kitchen is Jessica Mastriani’s New York City home, where she shares a costly one-bedroom apartment with Ruth and builds an everyday life around work, shared expenses, and familiar Saturday-night routines. The neighborhood offers Jessica a practical base and a close friendship, but not a simple answer to where she belongs: even New York, like Indiana, can leave her feeling apart from the life around her.
Setting and Shared Home
Jessica describes Hell’s Kitchen as part of New York City and emphasizes the expense of living there. She and Ruth split the rent on their one-bedroom apartment as well as the cost of groceries and other expenses, dividing everything down the middle. The arrangement makes the neighborhood not just a location but a shared domestic undertaking, sustained through practical cooperation.
Jessica’s finances also put that arrangement in context. Her poorly paid summer job does not cover the picture by itself: she gets by with a pension from the Federal Bureau of Investigation, interest from investments related to a television show, and money sent by her parents. Hell’s Kitchen is expensive, but Jessica is not living there alone or relying on her summer wages alone.
A Neighborhood in Everyday Routine
A favorite Mexican restaurant around the corner is part of Jessica and Ruth’s regular life in the neighborhood. On most Saturday nights they share a table by the window, eating free chips and guacamole and watching passersby. Their waitress, Ann, recognizes Jessica and asks whether she wants her usual order when she arrives with Robert Wilkins; Jessica anticipates that Ann will later ask about her attractive companion.
The restaurant and its familiar table give Hell’s Kitchen a recurring, social dimension. It is a place where Jessica has habits and recognizable local connections, rather than merely an expensive address. The window also turns the surrounding street into part of the ritual: the friends watch the people walking by as they eat.
Belonging and Contrast
Jessica’s relationship to Hell’s Kitchen is complicated by her feeling that she does not fit in. She recalls that in New York people were excited about Broadway shows and picnics in Central Park, while she did not share their enthusiasm. During her return to Indiana, that memory surfaces as she wonders whether neither place is the problem and whether her own loss of happiness follows her across both settings.
The contrast prevents Hell’s Kitchen from functioning as an uncomplicated urban refuge. It gives Jessica a home, a roommate, and routines, yet those concrete ties do not resolve her sense of disconnection. The neighborhood’s significance lies partly in that tension: a life can be materially shared and socially familiar without making its occupant feel at home.
Narrative Role
Hell’s Kitchen also serves as a point of comparison with the Indiana community where Jessica becomes involved in a fight over the future of Pine Heights Elementary School. At a public meeting there, Randall Whitehead Sr. presents a plan to convert the school into luxury condominiums for higher-income residents commuting to Indianapolis. Douglas Mastriani raises the alternative of establishing an alternative high school in the building; later, Jessica proposes that Randall Whitehead Sr. abandon the condominium plan and support the school with a substantial donation.
That local dispute is not set in Hell’s Kitchen, but it sharpens the difference between Jessica’s New York home and the Indiana community to which she returns. The two settings are linked through questions of residence, belonging, and who can shape the places people live. Hell’s Kitchen is Jessica’s established urban base; the school debate makes visible the civic struggle over what a community’s spaces should be used for.

