The Isle of Wight trip with Patrick
My PolicemanThe Isle of Wight trip with Patrick is a holiday that begins as Marion Taylor’s attempt to draw closer to her husband, Tom Burgess, and becomes a revealing encounter with the intimacy between Tom and Patrick Hazlewood. Recounted retrospectively by Marion, the trip moves from the promise of time alone with Tom to her uneasy position as the third person in a relationship whose meaning is still largely unspoken. Its final turn comes at Osborne House, where a private exchange between the two men makes visible what Marion has only begun to understand.
The invitation and the cottage
Instead of the four days in Weymouth she had expected, Patrick offered Tom and Marion the use of his cottage on the Isle of Wight during half-term. Marion agreed despite her misgivings. She and Tom were staying at his parents’ house while they waited for a police house, and the separate-bed arrangement there had left her sleeping in Sylvie’s old room. The cottage promised four nights alone with Tom before Patrick arrived for the final three days of the week to show them around. For Marion, the offer therefore held out a practical escape from their cramped circumstances and a chance to be with her husband without interruption.
The cottage sharply contradicted her expectation of a well-appointed seaside villa. It stood down a gloomy lane in Bonchurch, near the sea but without a coastal view. The two-bedroom house felt dank and close; its double bed sagged beneath a sloping ceiling, its windows were small and grubby, and its kitchen had no electricity, though it did have gas. An overgrown garden occupied the front, with a privy behind. The lane’s strong smell of wild garlic followed Marion indoors, where it mingled with the odours of damp rugs and gas. The setting gives the holiday an intimacy she wants but not a comfortable or idealized one: the couple are close together because the bed itself rolls them together.
Tom and Marion alone
During the days before Patrick’s arrival, Tom and Marion took up ordinary holiday pursuits. They walked along Blackgang Chine, watched a Punch and Judy show at Ventnor, and visited the model village at Godshill. Tom bought Marion a coral necklace, and each morning he cooked bacon and eggs before suggesting the day’s plans. She agreed to them, finding in these routines a picture of married companionship. At night, the sagging bed forced them to sleep close, and Marion lay awake enjoying the physical contact, sometimes blowing softly on the back of Tom’s neck to wake him.
They repeated the sexual encounter of their wedding night on the evening they arrived. Marion recalls less pain but also that it was over quickly. She hoped their sex life might improve if she could encourage and guide Tom without instructing him, remembering that he had told her he had little experience. Her account holds together physical affection and an awareness of what is missing: closeness in bed does not mean that she knows how to reach Tom, or that their sexual life has become mutually satisfying. The days alone give her hope that marriage can be shaped through patience and shared routine, but that hope remains tentative when Patrick appears.
Patrick joins the holiday
Marion watched Patrick arrive in a green Fiat sports car, carrying matching luggage. He wore a light brown suit and a loosely tied red cravat. From the bedroom window she saw his slight frown dissolve into a smile as Tom came down the path to meet him. Patrick brought provisions, including olive oil, red wine, and fresh asparagus. After tea, he announced that he wanted to walk to the sea, and Tom immediately offered to go with him. The prospect of the two men leaving together startled Marion; Patrick then included her in the plan, explaining that he had brought a picnic and proposing that all three spend the day outside.
Over the following days Patrick guided them along coastal paths on the island’s south side. He repeatedly steered Marion into the space between himself and Tom, using a firm hand to keep her beside them rather than letting her fall behind. His attention to the stones, pebbles, and sand turned their walks into lessons in the landscape’s formation and texture. He described the terrain as sculptural and nature as an artist; when Marion observed that everything seemed to become artwork for him, Patrick answered that nature was the great artwork people tried to imitate. Tom was impressed, while Marion found herself without a reply. The walks thus place her physically between the two men even as Patrick’s shared artistic language draws Tom’s admiration.
At night Patrick cooked elaborate dinners: beef bourguignon, chicken chasseur, and salmon with hollandaise sauce. Tom talked with him in the kitchen while Marion sometimes withdrew to read, finding prolonged socializing tiring despite enjoying Patrick’s company. After dinner the three drank wine by candlelight and discussed art and literature. Patrick also drew Marion into conversation about teaching, her family, women’s position in society, and working mothers. Asked whether a mother’s employment affected family life or could be blamed for adolescent delinquency, Marion recalled a newspaper case in which a schoolteacher had been blamed for her son’s death from pneumonia. She did not yet feel able to form a public argument from her reading and feelings, but, encouraged by the wine and Patrick’s attentive interest, she admitted she would not want to give up work even if she had children.
Osborne House and the unspoken relationship
The visit to Osborne House brings Marion’s awareness of the men’s bond into sharper focus. In the Durbar Room, she is absorbed by its whiteness, carved ornament, and objects associated with India, including a miniature palace and a photograph of an Indian boy who had served Queen Victoria. The room’s elaborate beauty and the story of the boy hold her attention long enough for Tom and Patrick to slip away unnoticed. Marion understands Patrick’s praise of the room’s audacious, pointless beauty, even though she also finds its exotic display frivolous and morally questionable.
Only after studying the room’s embroidery does Marion notice a flash of Patrick’s red cravat outside among the topiary. The guide is preparing the group to leave, but Marion lingers by a window and sees Tom partly hidden by a tall shrub, facing Patrick. They are close, silent, and intent on one another. Patrick places a hand on Tom’s upper arm; Marion believes she sees Tom’s eyes close and his mouth fall open for an instant. The scene does not give her an explanation in words. Instead, the men’s proximity, locked attention, and gesture make the contrast with her own place on the holiday unmistakable. The trip’s promise of marital closeness has ended in a revelation of intimacy that Tom and Patrick have not spoken aloud to her.