Kent State University (1abc704e)
Not Without HopeKent State University occupies an important place in Nick Schuyler’s biography because it is both the setting of a formative friendship and the point from which he deliberately changed direction. His years there belonged to a period of late-night socializing, video games, poor food, and parties, but they also became the starting point for his move to Florida and his eventual return to football. More than a remembered campus, Kent State represents the tension between an inherited educational path and the athletic, practical identity Nick chose for himself.
A Transitional College Setting
Nick spent two years at Kent State University after graduating from Chardon High in 2003. He had considered playing basketball there, but a torn anterior cruciate ligament suffered the summer after high school complicated that possibility. During his sophomore year, he felt himself beginning to grow up. He still partied and had fun, but he reduced the frequency of his drinking and social life, deciding that he wanted a change while he was still young. His solution was to leave Kent State after his second year and start over elsewhere.
That decision was not presented as the result of a settled career plan. Nick disliked school and later described the communications degree he earned from the University of South Florida as something he pursued largely because his mother expected it. Kent State therefore belongs to an unsettled period in which he was searching for a direction rather than following one. The move south was motivated by a desire for something different, away from dormitory life and the ugly, rainy weather he associated with his earlier surroundings.
Friendship and Memory
Kent State University is inseparable from Nick’s friendship with Nate Milstead, who lived on the same dormitory floor. Nick remembered their time together as possibly the best two years of his life: they met new friends, stayed up late, played video games when they should have been studying or sleeping, ate unhealthy food, and went out partying. The recollection is affectionate but not idealized. Kent State is remembered as a place of freedom, excess, and companionship, a chapter whose pleasures acquired greater emotional weight when Nick later faced death at sea.
Nate’s subsequent life gave those memories a darker echo. After a snowboarding accident damaged his back and ruptured his spleen, Nate had to leave school because his family was in a difficult financial position. He joined the Army and feared deployment to Iraq. During his last visit to Nick in Florida, he became emotional after drinking and asked Nick to tell his younger brother Zack and his mother that he loved them, saying that he knew he would not return. Nate eventually left the Army because of his damaged back and became a police officer in Akron, but during the night of the capsizing Nick remembered Nate’s terror and recognized the same fear in himself.
Leaving Kent State for Florida
Nick moved to Tampa in August 2005, after two years at Kent State University, to help his father with a painting business near Tarpon Springs. He was no longer very interested in school and wanted a new beginning. The move brought him into the orbit of the University of South Florida, where watching football convinced him that he could compete with its players despite having been away from the sport for five years.
The contrast between Kent State and Florida is therefore central to Nick’s development. At Kent State, he was still living primarily as a student and social participant. In Florida, he began treating his body and athletic ability as resources that could be deliberately rebuilt. He made the University of South Florida team as a walk-on in February 2006, after moving south, and transformed himself through punishing training. He gained roughly thirty pounds, reaching 276 pounds by the beginning of fall camp, and trained with such intensity that a coach called him Big ’Roid, suspecting steroid use that Nick rejected.
The Cost of Transfer
Kent State University continued to shape Nick’s life after he left because the transfer itself produced the eligibility problem that ended his college-football career. In 2006, after making the University of South Florida team, Nick was stopped just before taking the field because he had not been cleared by the NCAA. He had already practiced and had hoped that a scholarship might be possible, but halfway through the following week he learned that the transfer rules required him to sit out the entire season.
The ruling was devastating precisely because Nick had rebuilt his identity around the chance to play. He had trained six hours a day to make the team, yet the school’s late disclosure left him practicing with the scout team while being treated as ineligible and marginal. Although he would have had one year of eligibility remaining in 2007, he could not bear to wait. He quit football, withdrew from friends who were still playing, and kept a low profile while the team moved forward without him. Kent State thus became linked not only to his college memories and friendships but also to the institutional rule that closed the athletic future he had worked to recover.
Long-Term Narrative Significance
Nick’s later attempts to return to football, including a 2008 tryout for the Tampa Bay Storm, show that leaving Kent State did not end his desire to prove himself physically. He cut weight, trained ten times a week, and reached an exceptionally lean condition, but his size worked against him for the indoor team. When that opportunity disappeared as the league folded, fitness training became his more durable vocation. He came to regard exercise as a way to relieve anxiety, clear his mind, and help other people reach goals involving strength, weight loss, and confidence.
The memory of Kent State also resurfaces during the forty-three hours Nick spends in the Gulf of Mexico after the boat carrying him, Marquis Cooper, Corey Smith, and Will Bleakley capsizes. In the water, he thinks about his college years, the friends he made there, the reckless pleasures of staying up late, and the decision to move to Florida. The school is part of the mental landscape through which he measures the life he might lose. Its significance finally lies in transition: Kent State is where Nick remembers an earlier self, where he met a friend whose fear later becomes a mirror for his own, and where the transfer that enabled his reinvention also helped bring his football career to an abrupt end.