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William Ward Bleakley

Not Without Hope

William Ward Bleakley, known as Will, was the youngest-seeming emotional center of Nick Schuyler’s account of the 2009 Clearwater boating accident: a former college tight end, Nick’s best friend, and the member of the group whose practical leadership helped sustain the four men after Marquis Cooper’s boat capsized in the Gulf of Mexico. Will died after hours in the water, but his significance does not end with that death. Nick repeatedly returns to the belief that Will helped save his life, making Will both a lost friend and the moral presence against which Nick measures his own survival.

Identity and Friendship

Will had been a tight end in college and belonged to the same athletic world as Nick, Marquis Cooper, and Corey Smith. At first, however, he and Nick were not especially close. Their positions kept them on opposite sides of the football team: Will played offense, Nick played defensive line, and the separation between those groups could include tension as well as physical distance. Their friendship developed through proximity rather than instant intimacy. They lived near each other, began sharing rides to football, and gradually moved from practical companionship into domestic familiarity.

That friendship acquired its own rituals. Will came to Nick’s home for dinner, and the two obtained his mother’s recipe for pasta, made with four kinds of cheese and bread crumbs. They called it Betty’s pasta and loved it. The detail matters because Will is not remembered only through the catastrophe. Before the sea reduced every relationship to endurance and loss, friendship had been built from rides, meals, football, and repeated ordinary time.

Will was also connected to Paula Oliveira through friendship. His presence on the fishing trip was not initially known to Paula when she first contacted the Coast Guard, and she later supplied his name, birth date, physical description, and cell-phone number. That correction changed the official understanding of the emergency from three missing men to four and intensified the expected media interest, particularly because Marquis Cooper and Corey Smith had played in the National Football League.

Character and Practical Leadership

Nick portrays Will as organized, intelligent, dependable, and habitually prepared. He was a good student who completed his work on time, attended class, arrived punctually for meetings, and asked questions when he did not know something. Coaches valued his willingness to improve, and his football identity rested less on celebrity than on disciplined reliability. He had a list of things to do and brought that same method into leisure: camping supplies were itemized in detail, food was planned for two extra days, and tailgates included provisions for unexpected guests.

That abundance was part of Will’s social character. He did not merely prepare for himself; he made room for stragglers, offering food and drink to people who appeared without warning. His readiness therefore carried an ethic of inclusion. The same quality became a survival resource after the capsizing. Nick remembers Will as someone who had ideas, made plans, and devoted himself to being a leader when the group was trapped beside the overturned boat.

Will’s leadership was concrete rather than ceremonial. Nick believed the group probably would not have had life jackets without him. Will helped organize the effort to retrieve life jackets and supplies from beneath the boat, and he worked with Nick through the second day when the two were left to manage the emergency together. Nick also credits the Gatorade and pretzels recovered from the boat with providing calories that helped him continue, but he places those supplies within Will’s larger contribution: Will’s planning, initiative, and willingness to act made the resources available in the first place.

The Final Hours at Sea

As the men weakened, Will continued to function as a partner in survival, but the physical conditions steadily stripped away the capacities that had made cooperation possible. Nick eventually reached the point at which he could no longer hold both Marquis and Corey. His strength was exhausted, and the decision to release Marquis became an unavoidable division between saving one possibility and losing another. Nick told Marquis that he loved him and promised to protect his family before letting him drift away. Will was present during this unbearable act, sharing the immediate knowledge of what the water was taking from them.

Later, Will became the last companion Nick could physically hold. Will was unresponsive, and the steering cable repeatedly came loose from his wrist. Three or four times, Will went under and Nick pulled him back up. Nick kept urging him to stay present because he knew he could not survive alone. On the fourth rescue, however, Will had no vital signs. Nick held him chest to chest, supported him with one arm, and clung to the boat with the other while calling his name repeatedly and pleading for him to return.

Nick tried to retain Will’s body even after recognizing that he was dead. He held Will’s hand and wrist while climbing onto the boat and wished he had been able to tie him to the hull. A few waves broke his grip. Unlike Marquis, Will did not sink immediately; he floated away, and bubbles briefly made Nick think he might still be alive. The hope vanished almost at once. Will’s cold, still face and purple lips confirmed the physical reality of the loss, while Nick’s cries and apologies expressed the emotional reality he could not contain.

Will’s death was therefore not an offstage disappearance. Nick was with him until the end, just as he had been with Marquis and Corey during their last moments. Nick later understood this presence as both an obligation and a wound: he had witnessed Will’s last breath, but witnessing could not become rescue. The distinction left Nick with the knowledge that he had not abandoned his friend and the equally painful knowledge that he had not been able to bring him home.

Death, Responsibility, and Survivor’s Guilt

Will’s death became the central source of Nick’s survivor’s guilt. Nick had invited Will on the trip, and Marcia Schuyler believed that the hardest thing Nick had ever done was let go of him. In Nick’s own later reflections, the decision returned through a series of counterfactuals: whether a different attempt at CPR, a shared jacket, or an earlier effort to take Will beneath the boat might have prolonged his life. These questions transform a physical limit into a moral accusation, even though the evidence does not establish that Nick could have changed the outcome.

Dr. Mark Rumbak directly challenged the idea that Will and the other men simply gave up. Hypothermia could produce delirium, falling potassium levels, and a breakdown of the heart’s ability to contract. Confusion and physiological collapse, rather than a voluntary decision to surrender, explained how the men slipped away. Dr. Rumbak also told Nick that their deaths were not his fault: Nick had not killed them or tried to end their lives, and their hearts would probably have stopped before rescuers found them even if he had tied them to the boat.

Nick nevertheless continued to experience the loss as a question of responsibility. In dark moments, he said that perhaps he should have gone down with his friends or should not have lived. Paula could bring him back to reality when he made such statements, and Nick said he never became suicidal, but the recurrence of these thoughts shows how survival remained inseparable from perceived failure. Will’s death was especially difficult because he was Nick’s best friend, not merely one member of a group. Losing a best friend in one’s arms became, in Nick’s account, a different order of grief from thinking about the other two men, even though all three deaths haunted him.

Memorial and Continuing Presence

At Will’s funeral, Nick’s survival appeared almost interchangeable with death. He described feeling that the ceremony could just as easily have been his own, because only a few hours separated his position from Will’s. The church displayed large photographs, school baseball and football jerseys, a University of South Florida football jersey, flowers, and graduation images. Those objects restored Will’s full life to the room after the sea had reduced him to a body Nick struggled to hold.

Nick understood that Will had done everything he could to prolong Nick’s life. He regarded himself as attending the funeral partly because of Will’s work beside him on the overturned boat. He sent Will’s parents flowers with a card calling Will the angel who had saved his life and promising that he would never be forgotten. During the service, a cousin sang Sarah McLachlan’s “Angel,” and the music released grief that Nick had been holding in the hospital and since the rescue. His spiritual connection to Will was reinforced through Reverend David Lane, who had visited Nick in the hospital and had prayed with the two friends before the accident.

Will continued to inhabit Nick’s ordinary routines. Nick found himself planning a weekend and instinctively thinking that he would call Will, then remembering that he could not. He saw Will in other people’s faces, recalled him sitting on the couch, and associated holidays, camping, and shared activities with his absent friend. The future was not simply empty; it was structurally altered. Camping could be attempted again, but it would never be the same without Will.

Narrative Significance

In the book’s larger moral structure, Will is both a casualty and a sustaining force. The account opens with Nick asking why he survived when three equally strong, tough, and brave friends did not. Will complicates any simple survivor-hero narrative because Nick attributes his survival not only to his own endurance but also to the friend who organized supplies, maintained cooperation, and stayed engaged until his body failed. Will’s death makes survival indebted rather than triumphant.

The public memory of Will also intersects with the athletic identities of the men lost at sea. The Detroit Lions later announced that no player would wear Corey Smith’s number 93 during the 2009 season, and the accident’s visibility was amplified by the professional careers of Marquis Cooper and Corey Smith. Yet Will’s place in Nick’s narrative does not depend on professional fame. His importance comes from intimacy, preparation, leadership, and the fact that Nick held him until the end.

The most enduring image of Will is consequently not a football statistic or a media emblem, but a friend working beside Nick against cold water, exhaustion, and narrowing choices. Will’s final legacy is carried through Nick’s life: through the guilt that cannot be fully reasoned away, the gratitude that survives grief, and the repeated recognition that four men entered the water but only one came out because Will helped make that one life possible.

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