Grace Town and Dominic Sawyer’s past relationship
Our Chemical HeartsGrace Town and Dominic Sawyer’s past relationship was a childhood bond that grew into Grace’s first great love and ended with Dom’s death in a car crash. Its importance persists after his death: shared places and songs carry his memory into Grace’s new life, while her survivor guilt and anger make it difficult to separate mourning from self-punishment. The history is disclosed gradually, changing the meaning of Grace’s behavior before culminating in her decision to let go of Dom’s keepsakes.
Childhood Bond
Grace met Dom when she was nine. Her father had died, her mother had been absent for three days, and there was no food left in the house. After her uncle collected her, he left her with Mary, a woman from work whose son was around Grace’s age. Grace arrived distrustful of boys, who had often been unkind to her, but Dom was immediately welcoming. He was jumping on a trampoline, then invited her to play Mario Kart, patiently teaching a child who had never seen a gaming console and letting her win.
The day became one of the best of Grace’s childhood. After playing video games, they held hands while watching cartoons on a laptop in Dom’s tree house. Grace remembered loving both Dom and his family, and described the welcome she found with them as something she had not known people could offer. By that evening she had decided she would marry him. Her recollection presents their attachment not as a sudden romance between strangers but as a formative childhood intimacy, bound up with her discovery of a caring home.
Shared Places and Memories
The abandoned train station became one of the places associated with Grace’s earlier life with Dom. She recalled that a friend had brought her there years before, when they were children; the two were troublemakers who broke in and returned often to talk for hours. In the present, Grace still came to the station when she wanted to feel the smallness of her own life against the scale of the universe. Its arches, tiled floor, and relative good condition concealed its illicit history: although people were no longer allowed inside, the landmark was still looked after, and Grace knew how to pick the lock on an interior door.
The station’s meaning also reflects the way the relationship survives as a network of places and habits rather than as a simple recollection. Grace had tried to leave places where she and Dom had been together by transferring schools, but the memories had not been erased. The station offered a way to return to a shared past while placing it against the vastness of space; Grace described that cosmic perspective as her best cure for sadness. Her attachment to the place thus carries both comfort and pain, holding the intimacy of their childhood conversations beside the knowledge of what was lost.
Music and objects likewise preserve the relationship in forms that another person can initially misunderstand. When Grace later explains the car crash, Henry Page recognizes that the graveyard, clothes, car, track, and abandoned station he had associated with her were connected to Dom. He also realizes that the Strokes song he had taken to be his and Grace’s shared song belonged first to Grace and Dom’s history. The revelation recasts the apparent signs of Grace’s personality as traces of a relationship that preceded Henry and continued to organize her life after Dom’s death.
The Crash and Its Aftermath
Grace eventually tells Henry that Dom was driving when their car crashed. She says that she injured her leg, but cannot finish saying what happened to Dom; Henry understands that Dom died. A news report he finds later confirms that seventeen-year-old Dominic Sawyer died on impact after the car skidded off the road, flipped several times, and hit a tree. It describes an unnamed seventeen-year-old girl, believed to be the driver’s girlfriend, as critically injured. The report does not name Grace, leaving Henry to piece together her identity and the event from what she tells him.
The crash explains why Grace transferred: she wanted a fresh start away from the places where she and Dom had been together. It also clarifies the pressure surrounding her growing connection with Henry. Grace tells him that she had not planned to like or kiss him, and did not want to be defined as the girl with the dead boyfriend. Her effort to begin again is not evidence that Dom mattered less; rather, the relationship’s continuing force makes a new attachment feel unplanned and difficult to reconcile with the identity grief has imposed on her.
After Dom died, other people watched Grace closely because they assumed she might attempt suicide. She recalls being unable to mourn without people checking on her, and contrasts their fear with her belief that Dom alone had truly known her. Later, she rejects the assumption that she is depressed, describing herself instead as angry. Her account makes the loss more than a private sadness: bereavement is compounded by the feeling that those around her misread both her emotional state and the relationship that had shaped her.
Keepsakes and Release
For a long time, Grace’s bond with Dom remains materially present in objects she cannot bring herself to discard. In the small metal box she brings to the abandoned train station are the anchor necklace she wore when Henry first saw her, a Strokes keychain, and Dom’s Ramones T-shirt, which she had been unable to wash. The box itself is marked DOM GRADE 10. These items preserve different parts of their shared history, from Grace’s visible attachment to the everyday belongings kept at a memorial shrine.
At the station’s underground pool, Grace takes Henry’s hand and releases the objects one by one into the water. Her limp is barely noticeable there; after she lets the keepsakes sink, the box follows them, settling on the debris-covered floor among the fish. Henry witnesses the gesture and wonders whether it signifies redemption or absolution, while recognizing that he cannot know whether Grace has forgiven herself. The scene does not erase Dom or declare the grief finished. It marks a change in what Grace does with the physical reminders: instead of continuing to keep them together, she allows them to leave her hands.
The Relationship’s Continuing Meaning
Grace’s later act of release follows a history in which Dom was at once her childhood companion, her first love, and the person she believed knew her most completely. His death makes that history an active presence in her attempts to move through the world, from the places she revisits to the music Henry mistakes for a new shared memory. Her decision to surrender the keepsakes gives that history a changed form, but not a neat ending. The relationship remains consequential precisely because moving forward does not require Grace to deny either the love that began in childhood or the anger and grief that followed its loss.