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Nothing we do here really matters

Our Chemical Hearts

Nothing we do here really matters is a recurring idea that first makes oblivion seem liberating, then fails as a reason to ignore consequences. Through Henry Page’s letter to Grace Town and a later crisis at the school newspaper, the novel turns the thought from a source of courage into a challenge: if people cannot wait for the universe to absolve them, they must take responsibility for what they do.

An idea that makes risk possible

In a letter to Grace Town, Henry explains that she taught him to find beauty in the idea that human lives and their embarrassments will eventually disappear into the universe. He connects that outlook to the courage he needed to show her a PowerPoint presentation about dating him, accepting that even his humiliation would not last forever. The thought is not merely an abstract claim about the universe: it has helped him act despite the possibility of rejection.

Henry uses the same reasoning to explain why he is willing to lay bare his feelings in writing. He tells Grace that he wants her, recognizes that she still loves Dominic Sawyer, and refuses to give her an ultimatum or a deadline. The letter makes the expression part of a declaration of love: cosmic oblivion frees him to risk an honest confession, while his recognition of his own worth lets him leave the choice to Grace.

The phrase under pressure

The belief returns during a crisis involving Henry, Lola Leung, and Sadie Page at the newspaper. As they freeze, Henry repeats to himself that the consequences do not matter: the paper may not go to print, he may have destroyed a thirty-five-year school tradition and disappointed Alistair Hink, and they may face arrest for breaking and entering. He also imagines the personal costs—Lola and Henry losing their chance at college and Sadie losing her job. The cosmic scale that once made embarrassment bearable now seems to erase consequences that are immediate and human.

The scene turns on Henry’s recognition that the thought is wrong in this situation. The sun may eventually swallow the Earth, but no one alive can wait for that distant event to restore their atoms to the cosmos. Because human lives pass too quickly, universal entropy cannot serve as practical absolution. The pause between Henry’s repeated denial that anything matters and his recognition that it does gives the phrase its sharpest reversal: what is negligible on a cosmic timescale can still be decisive within a human life.

From oblivion to responsibility

Henry’s revised understanding is expressed through the idea of regenerative chaos: things fall apart, come back together, and people move on. But recovery does not happen automatically through the universe’s eventual erasure of events. People must absolve their own sins and redeem themselves. The expression therefore changes from permission to take risks into a warning against using cosmic meaninglessness to evade responsibility.

That change also reframes the advice Henry had attributed to Grace. The thought that once helped him face romantic uncertainty cannot settle what he owes other people when his actions have real consequences. By moving from cosmic oblivion to self-directed redemption, the novel preserves the courage in the original belief while rejecting it as an excuse for indifference.