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Palo Alto

She Said

Palo Alto is Christine Blasey Ford’s home and the California setting in which the private consequences of Brett Kavanaugh’s Supreme Court nomination repeatedly came into focus. From the city, Ford weighed whether to share her account, tried to resume her work as a teacher, and faced the sudden public exposure of a story she had hoped to keep private. The city’s everyday routines—grading student work, preparing a course, returning to her family—stand in sharp contrast to the national dispute that eventually reached her home and workplace.

Home, Coast, and Private Deliberation

Ford’s connection to Palo Alto was shaped by the Pacific coast nearby. A serious surfer, she had met her husband through a website that identified their shared interest in surfing; their second date took place in the waters off the San Mateo coast. She also remembered a great white shark rising beside her in the water, an encounter so thrilling that she could not sleep for two days. She used surfing analogies in her classroom and longed for Santa Cruz, where wide beaches and a free-spirited atmosphere made it a summer escape about an hour south of her Palo Alto home.

That coastal life provided the setting for a decision with consequences far beyond California. As she and friends gathered on the sand, swam, watched their children train in the California State Parks Junior Lifeguard program, and looked out over the Pacific, Ford considered whether to intervene in Kavanaugh’s prospective nomination. She wanted to share what she remembered from high school before he became the nominee, while preserving her privacy and avoiding public humiliation for him or embarrassment for her family. Their fathers still belonged to the same small, private golf club, making the prospect of speaking out personally difficult. She considered contacting Kavanaugh directly or asking Mark Judge, who had also been in the room during the assault she described, to relay a message. She had not called lawyers; she was trying to find a discreet and trustworthy way to make the information count.

Work and Uncertainty in Palo Alto

By August 10, Ford was back in Palo Alto, completing a pile of student dissertation evaluations while trying to decide what to do. The advisers whose counsel she sought were in Washington, and their deliberations took place by phone and text. They said they would support her whichever way she chose, but the distance left her uncertain about whether they were encouraging her to come forward or trying to discourage her.

Her professional life also sharpened her concern about becoming a target. Ford worried that critics would focus on her own past: she had drunk in high school, and her partying intensified early in college as her grades fell. She later stabilized and succeeded in her studies. In a 2014 speech at her old high school, she had presented herself as an example of recovering from a difficult period; statistics, a subject she had struggled with in college, became something she taught. She feared that an accusation might turn those earlier shortcomings into a public indictment of her character. At the same time, after a cancer diagnosis in 2015 and complications from treatment forced her to confront her mortality, she believed she had become more capable of enduring hardship.

On September 4, as confirmation hearings began in Washington, Ford sat in the Palo Alto office of a PTSD specialist she had seen intermittently for a couple of years. She sought advice on putting the episode behind her. Repeatedly revisiting the upsetting memory had taken an emotional toll; her sons had returned to school, and she was preparing to teach. The therapist doubted she was ready to set the subject aside. In Palo Alto, then, the nomination was not merely a Washington political proceeding: it was also an unresolved experience pressing against Ford’s effort to resume ordinary work and family life.

Teaching Interrupted and Privacy Lost

A week later, Ford went to teach the opening session of her doctoral Introduction to Statistics course. She began with her familiar reassurance that she and her students would work through the intimidating material together. As she left three hours later, a BuzzFeed reporter stopped her with questions and said she knew about the letter. The encounter brought the confidential matter into the place where Ford’s public identity was most firmly established: her university work.

The pressure did not stop at the classroom. Journalists contacted Ford’s colleagues and appeared at her home, while prominent women and #MeToo activists increasingly seemed to know about her account. Ford continued to say she did not want to come forward and refused to speak to reporters who came knocking. Debra Katz confronted a Palo Alto feminist whom she suspected of trying to expose Ford, objecting that her client did not want to be pushed into public disclosure. The pursuit of a story Ford had intended to communicate privately had begun to intrude on her professional and domestic surroundings.

When the Washington Post story was published on September 16, Ford’s phone filled with calls and notifications. Her Palo Alto University email account received so many supportive and scathing messages that it crashed, and her LinkedIn page accumulated thousands of connection requests. The report made public the existence of her confidential letter and the allegation it contained without Ford’s name or consent. In that moment, the city’s ordinary channels of work and communication became conduits for a worldwide response.

Return to Family Life

After testifying, Ford returned to California and reunited with her husband and two sons on September 28. Her sons jumped up and down and covered her with hugs. For the first time in months, she felt almost serene. The cameras and the exchange with Rachel Mitchell had been awkward, but Ford said no one had destroyed her family or academic career. She had long expected Kavanaugh to be confirmed; what she regarded as her own victory was having told her story with dignity, and she hoped that this might help other victims speak and encourage greater care in vetting future court nominees.

Ford wanted to return to the life Palo Alto represented: teaching, family, and a degree of privacy. She declined interview requests and told her team that she did not want to become a public figure but wanted to go back to teaching. The arc from dissertation evaluations and a classroom pep talk to a crashed university inbox, and then back to a family reunion, gives Palo Alto its significance in this account. It is not the site of the Senate hearings, but it is where their consequences repeatedly entered Ford’s private life—and where she hoped to recover the ordinary routines that the controversy had displaced.