Margaret Campbell—Xinxin
The Killing RoomMargaret Campbell—Xinxin is a close, affectionate bond formed through ordinary caregiving and tested by the child’s abduction. Xinxin’s stories about Margaret, their repeated routines, and Margaret’s presence in the rescue and hospital aftermath establish her not merely as someone familiar to the child, but as one of the people whose love and attention make Xinxin feel safe. Their relationship also links Margaret to Li Yan: the family-like closeness the three have shared becomes newly consequential when Xinxin’s life is at risk.
Recognition and Identity
The bond is made explicit when Mei-Ling describes how much Xinxin adores Margaret. During a drive with Xinxin and Li Yan back to the hotel, the child spoke about Margaret: how she had come to get her at Tiananmen Square, how well she flew a kite, and how she read to her at bedtime. These recollections define Margaret through what she does for Xinxin. The child’s attachment is conveyed not by a formal declaration but by the abundance of details she chooses to share.
Mei-Ling contrasts her own sense of distance from motherhood with Margaret’s place in Xinxin’s life. She says she could not give Li Yan what Margaret gives him through her connection with the child. The comparison is Mei-Ling’s, but its evidence comes from Xinxin herself: Margaret is already important enough to occupy the child’s conversation and imagination. The relationship therefore has meaning beyond the two of them. It is part of the emotional bond between Margaret and Li Yan, while also being a distinct attachment that Xinxin expresses in her own way.
The Work of Everyday Care
Margaret’s recollection of life with Xinxin fills out the picture suggested by the child’s stories. She remembers hours spent reading and rereading large picture books and completing the same jigsaws together time and again. These recurring activities make the relationship something built through attention and repetition. Their significance lies in the time Margaret gives the child, and in the dependable familiarity of doing things together again.
Margaret also remembers Xinxin climbing into the large double bed on Sunday mornings, after Margaret had stayed overnight with Li Yan, and settling between them for comfort. The detail places Xinxin’s closeness with Margaret within the shared domestic life she has experienced with both adults. The child is not simply being entertained during occasional visits: the books, puzzles, bedtime reading, and weekend mornings amount to a pattern of care. Margaret’s relationship with Xinxin is woven into her relationship with Li Yan, but it is the child’s own affection that gives the connection its particular force.
The Abduction and Search
When Xinxin is missing, Margaret’s care takes on the urgency of fear. In her conversation with Mei-Ling, she breaks down while hoping that they will find the child before her abductor can hurt her. Mei-Ling recognizes that they share this concern. The moment brings the two women into temporary understanding through their common fear for Xinxin, while showing that Margaret’s attachment is no less intense for being non-biological.
Before setting out, Margaret takes both of Li Yan’s hands and squeezes them as she assures him that they will get Xinxin back. Her confidence is described as something she does not truly feel; the gesture is therefore an effort to steady him even while she is frightened herself. At the detention site, she runs with Li Yan to the room where Xinxin has been found. The child is bound and unable to respond. Margaret reaches her as Li Yan works to free her, and she is there when he realizes that Xinxin is not breathing. The search has turned their protective hopes into an immediate crisis, and Margaret is present through its most frightening discovery.
Recovery and Shared Commitment
After Xinxin is taken to hospital, Margaret remains beside her. Li Yan finds her sitting at the child’s bedside, exhausted and distressed, while Xinxin lies connected to medical equipment. Margaret explains that the child had been kept under dangerously heavy sedation and was severely dehydrated; a delay of another hour or two could have made the outcome worse. The account makes the rescue’s timing part of the relationship’s aftermath: Margaret’s care continues beyond finding Xinxin, into the uncertain period when the child needs treatment and protection.
Margaret tells Li Yan that Xinxin will recover, but will need a great deal of love. Li Yan draws Margaret toward him, and the two acknowledge that all of them need that love. Their reunion does not settle what will become of their own relationship; Li Yan does not know what remains between them or what the future holds. Instead, the scene places Xinxin’s life and need for care first. Margaret’s bond with the child is thus both intimate and consequential: it has been built in ordinary routines, revealed through Xinxin’s affection, and affirmed by Margaret’s presence at her bedside when the family’s future is uncertain.
