Finding Her Biological Father
The Life ListBrett’s search for her biological father changes her understanding of childhood rejection and ultimately opens a new family relationship.
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A Hidden Summer

A Past Reopened
The journal’s clue
Brett finds Elizabeth Bohlinger’s red leather journal among Joad Bohlinger’s papers and reads of a passionate relationship with a musician named Johnny Manns. The entries place the affair in the summer before Brett was born.
A painful inference
Brett connects the journal to her lifelong distance from Charles Jacob Bohlinger. She believes Charles knew she was not his biological child, and that this secret explains the rejection she felt growing up.
The Search Begins

A Name in the Records
Following a trail
Brett asks Brad Midar to help locate Johnny Manns. The available clues are thin: a North Dakota origin, a Chicago residence, guitar playing, and work at Justine's in Rogers Park.
A paid investigation
Brad hires Steve Pohlonski, who narrows a broad list of possible men but cannot quickly confirm anyone. Brett’s determination grows, even as the search consumes money she needs for ordinary security.
A Friend Unlocks the Past

The Missing Surname
Memories become evidence
At the Newsome family gathering, Brett learns that David Newsome knew the musician from the old neighborhood and filmed him performing at Justine's. The family’s home videos connect Brett’s present search to Elizabeth’s past.
A crucial correction
David explains that Johnny used Manns as a stage name; his actual surname was Manson. The correction transforms an exhausted search into a plausible path forward and shows how reconnecting with Carrie has unexpectedly helped Brett find her roots.
The First Phone Call

Contact at Last
A cautious introduction
John Manson calls Brett on Christmas Day. He tells her he lives in Seattle, runs a music store, and has a daughter, Zoë, who is ill and cannot travel.
Hope and doubt
Brett wants an immediate meeting, but John asks her to wait until Zoë is well. She hears the delay as rejection and fears she has found a father who already has the family he wants.
A Family in Seattle

The Reunion
Meeting John and Zoë
Brett travels to Seattle and meets John at the airport. He welcomes her warmly, then introduces her to Zoë, whose Down syndrome does not diminish the immediate affection Brett feels for her half sister.
A repaired history
John explains that Charles threatened to separate Elizabeth from her sons if she left, so he pretended he did not want a lasting relationship and departed to protect her family. Brett learns that the separation arose from fear and sacrifice, not a lack of love.
The first evening Brett reads the journal in November
Late November, after Brett meets Brad again
At Carrie’s Christmas brunch in December
Christmas Day
The following March