Brett Bohlinger—Peter Kiefer
The Life ListBrett Bohlinger—Peter Kiefer is a strained teacher-student relationship shaped by the limits of homebound teaching. Brett tries to reach Peter through lessons, encouragement, and small gestures of care; Peter meets those efforts with withdrawal and, eventually, open cruelty. Their work ends not in a breakthrough but in Brett’s painful recognition that caring for a student does not mean she can provide the help he needs.
Homebound Teaching and First Encounters
Brett’s sessions with Peter take place at home, where his mother remains nearby. He has begun coming out of his room without a struggle, but he is still sullen and rude. Brett is alert to how easily he can overwhelm a day: she deliberately schedules his appointment last, knowing that the encounter can affect her mood. The arrangement gives their lessons a charged quality before the work even begins; she wants to help him, while bracing for resistance.
In one session, Brett brings an algebra book and points out that Peter, a sixth-grader, is in the honors section. She presents the work as something he can take pride in, then asks him to try dividing polynomials. Peter calls the problem too hard and pushes the book toward her, asking her to demonstrate instead. The exchange shifts the lesson from his ability to her own: when he asks whether she has inverted the negatives, Brett realizes she does not understand the procedure. Her attempted instruction has exposed a gap in her own knowledge, and Peter has become the more competent person at the table.
Humiliation, Humor, and a Continuing Effort
The academic reversal does not make the relationship easy. During the same encounter, Peter scratches his arm while Brett watches; he describes the sensation as an itch, but she understands the gesture and words as a disguised insult. His hostility reaches her, and the session leaves her distressed enough to stop her car at a deserted playground and call for support.
Even so, Brett can later find humor in the lesson. She recounts to Garrett Taylor how Peter’s question about negative numbers revealed that she had no idea what he meant. Garrett laughs with her, and the humiliating moment becomes a story she can tell rather than a defeat she has to carry alone. That response does not resolve Peter’s difficulties, but it shows how much the work affects Brett: she continues to process the encounters, and her efforts to teach him remain entangled with the strain they cause her.
On another visit, Brett brings Peter books she has picked up for him, hoping to give him something to read and keep his mind occupied. His usual silence offers no sign that the gift is welcome. As Brett leaves in the drizzle, Peter follows her onto the porch, cradling the books. She waits, thinking he may want to thank her, but he says nothing. When she turns away, he smacks the books onto the wet porch. Their pages are left spread in puddles. The gesture turns Brett’s tentative act of kindness into another injury and makes the gap between her intentions and Peter’s response unmistakable.
Escalation and the Limits of the Relationship
After the ruined books, Brett calls Garrett, still shaken, and describes what Peter has done. Garrett apologizes and says Peter’s behavior at home is escalating. He proposes looking for another placement because homebound teaching is not the answer for him. The recommended program, New Pathways, offers intensive therapy twice daily and a student-to-staff ratio of two to one. Peter is younger than the program’s usual students, but Garrett hopes an exception can be made.
The possibility of transfer does not feel like a neutral professional adjustment to Brett. When Garrett later tells her that Peter has had another violent outburst, that his mother could not contain him, and that neighbors had to come to help, Brett worries about what might have happened. She asks Garrett to pass on her good wishes and tell Peter that she hopes he succeeds. When Garrett cautions that not every case can be saved, Brett admits that leaving Peter feels like deserting him and wonders whether more time might have changed things.
Ending and Significance
Garrett firmly tells Brett that she has done everything she could for Peter, and more. His reassurance gives voice to the central conflict in their relationship: Brett’s concern is genuine, but concern cannot substitute for a setting equipped to respond to Peter’s escalating needs. Her departure from his case is therefore both a limit and an act of care, not evidence that she has stopped caring about him.
Peter and Brett do not arrive at reconciliation, gratitude, or a successful classroom breakthrough. Their connection instead reveals the emotional cost of trying to teach a student whose behavior makes ordinary instruction increasingly untenable. Brett’s wish to remain responsible for Peter collides with the evidence that he needs a different kind of support; the relationship ends at that boundary, with her concern intact and homebound teaching no longer sufficient.