Elizabeth Bohlinger's Brownstone on Astor Street
The Life ListElizabeth Bohlinger's Brownstone on Astor Street is more than an inherited property: it is the house Elizabeth rescued and remade, the setting of Brett’s most private childhood memories, and a place whose rules force the family to confront how grief and belonging attach to material space. Its rooms preserve Elizabeth’s labor and Brett’s sense of her mother as a source of steadiness, even as the will makes clear that the home cannot simply remain theirs without conditions.
Architecture and Transformation
The brownstone stands at 113 North Astor Street in Chicago’s Gold Coast. Elizabeth bought it the same year Brett left for Northwestern, when the building was in foreclosure and badly deteriorated. Its ceilings were rotten and its carpets smelled; Brett’s father thought Elizabeth was irrational to take on such an enormous project. By then, he was her ex-husband, and Elizabeth was free to make the decision herself.
The house’s eventual condition registers the scale of her persistence. Elizabeth spent years working on it and denying herself, gradually turning the neglected nineteenth-century building into a showpiece. She had seen promise where others saw a ruin. Her own story had begun in Gary, Indiana, as the daughter of a steelworker; she joked that moving to Chicago’s Gold Coast was like having moved on up. For Brett, the house’s restoration also represents a transformation her father did not live to witness: she wishes he could have seen both the spectacularly changed building and the woman who had proved his early judgment wrong.
Rooms of Memory
Brett’s attachment to the house is concentrated in her mother’s bedroom. After the funeral gathering, she closes the door behind her, shutting out the indistinct voices rising from the dining room. The room still carries the scent of Elizabeth’s Eau d’Hadrien perfume and goat’s-milk soap. Its iron bed creaks when Brett climbs onto it, a familiar sound associated with the garden chimes and Elizabeth’s voice. Brett remembers going to that bed as a child when she was frightened by monsters or an ache in her belly; Elizabeth would hold her, stroke her hair, and promise that another sky would come. By morning, amber light would stream through the lace curtains.
That childhood refuge shapes Brett’s immediate response to the house after her mother’s death. Settling against the yellow paisley pillows, she decides that the bed is hers, regardless of who else wants it. She describes the brownstone as sturdy, as Elizabeth used to describe it in comparison with Grandmama, but says that no house had ever seemed as steady as Elizabeth herself. The room’s comfort does not erase grief; it gives grief a physical setting, made of a familiar bed, remembered touch, scent, and light.
The bedroom also holds traces of Elizabeth’s private hopes. In the closet, among her designer clothes and shoes, Brett finds a bottle of Krug kept apart from the ordinary champagne downstairs. Elizabeth had bought it after her first doctor’s appointment and set it aside for a celebration at the end of treatment, when she hoped to receive a clean bill of health. The bottle makes the closet a place where a future celebration had been carefully stored, although Brett encounters it after that hope can no longer be fulfilled.
Inheritance and Access
Elizabeth’s will protects the house and its contents for a year. Neither the structure nor its furnishings may be sold or leased during that period, and her children may live there for no more than thirty consecutive days, though they can use household items. The provision makes the house available for a time without allowing any heir to treat it as an unrestricted possession.
Joad objects to the expense of maintaining the property, including its taxes and upkeep, and regards the year-long restriction as impractical. Brett hears something different in it: time to sort through Elizabeth’s belongings and say goodbye to them gradually. The disagreement exposes how the same building can be a financial burden to one sibling and a container for memory to another. Brett also feels the vulnerability of her own housing situation when Joad assumes she is a co-owner of the loft she shares with Andrew. Although she has lived there for years and invested money in it, she is not on its title. The will’s limits therefore touch more than sentiment; they sharpen Brett’s awareness that the home she longs to keep is not simply hers to claim.
The House as Archive
After leaving the Aon Center, overwhelmed by the will’s revelations, Brett returns to the brownstone looking for Elizabeth’s red journal. She rushes through the iron gate and up the steps, then searches the bedroom, closet, drawers, bedside tables, and secretary’s desk. The house initially seems to offer a route to explanation, but the journal is missing. Brett searches the rooms and even the trash, then concludes that she has lost both the book and the chance to understand her mother’s plans.
The journal later reappears in Joad’s den, on his mahogany desk, when the siblings gather at his home. Its cover bears Elizabeth’s handwriting and the words Summer of 1978, the summer before Brett was born. The discovery reconnects the Astor Street house to a history reaching beyond its architecture: its bedrooms and stored possessions have become part of Brett’s search for what her family has not told her. The book’s appearance elsewhere also shows that the house cannot contain every piece of Elizabeth’s past, even though it remains the place Brett instinctively searches first.
Leaving, and Returning
Brett eventually moves into a small apartment in Pilsen. Her search for a place to live is not straightforward: listings lead her to disappointing properties, and at first she views parts of the South Side through apprehension and the appearance of disrepair. When she drives through Pilsen, she notices Mexican bakeries, a grocery store, and artwork, alongside potholes, neglected houses, and an empty lot littered with bottles and cans. A family’s account of buying and fixing up its home reminds her of Elizabeth’s story, though Brett recognizes that the two histories are also very different; the comparison leaves her humbled by her own good fortune.
When Brett moves, she considers taking Elizabeth’s iron bed but leaves it at the brownstone because it is too large for her new apartment and, as she thinks of it, belongs at Astor Street. She brings a smaller double bed and a few modest furnishings instead. The choice gives the house a continuing place in her life: it is no longer the home where she can settle without limit, but the bed will be waiting when she visits, as Elizabeth once was. In this way the brownstone’s significance changes without disappearing. Its rooms hold the past, while Brett’s new home marks the beginning of a life not confined to them.