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Kendra Rae decides to call Lynn

The Other Black Girl

Kendra Rae Phillips’s decision to call Lynn Johnson marks her reluctant re-entry into the Wagner Books conflict she had spent years trying to escape. In Catskill, New York, a stranger’s anxious voicemail brings Wagner’s name back into her isolated life; a search connects the caller’s workplace to Hazel-May McCall and an event attended by Richard Wagner. Kendra does not learn what will follow from the call, but the act itself breaks her silence and turns private alarm into a step toward contact.

The voicemail breaks Kendra’s retreat

The episode takes place on September 26, 2018, in Catskill, where Kendra has made a life far from Wagner and its history. She tries to quiet the voice message with ordinary diversions: an hour on a trail, groceries, a case of pinot noir, and some writing while she drinks. None works. The caller’s squeaky voice keeps returning in her mind, and Kendra listens again rather than managing to leave the message behind.

The caller sounds both angry and distressed. She begins by questioning why Kendra has contacted her, then falters into an account of her life: Owen is angry with her, Vera considers her an unreliable assistant, and she fears losing her job. Yet she corrects herself; she does want the job, because she wants to become an editor and believes there are almost no young Black women in that position. She says she cannot leave while Hazel is involved, but cannot explain why she is confiding in an unknown person. The voicemail’s confusion makes the caller’s professional vulnerability concrete, while her determination to remain in publishing strikes a nerve with Kendra.

Wagner returns through the caller’s story

Kendra initially resents the intrusion. She thinks the caller is the one who contacted her and recalls that Trace is the only person she herself has kept in touch with; everyone else, including former colleagues and the few friends left from Harvard, has been easier to avoid. Kendra also thinks of Diana, whom she left behind, and of the old hurt between them: Kendra had wanted an apology for being abandoned and made to feel unwelcome, and for attempts to change her. She recognizes that the timing of her own words may not have been perfect, but does not consider that a justification for what Diana tried to do.

The message reaches its decisive point when Kendra hears Wagner’s name. Even hearing it for the fourth time does not blunt its force. She remembers decades spent running from it, threats against her life, and letters from Black parents saying they would no longer regard her as a role model. She had changed her hair, found another job, and settled in a small upstate town where she hoped to be left alone. Now the caller’s reference to Wagner and the work of her team makes that carefully maintained distance feel penetrable again. Kendra wonders whether the caller’s message and an earlier message from Lynn Johnson are connected, and whether Lynn or someone working with her supplied Kendra’s number in an effort to draw her back to the city. These are Kendra’s suspicions, not facts confirmed by the call.

A search links the assistant to Hazel’s event

Kendra’s isolation has not made her self-sufficient. She is nearly seventy, lives alone, has only a few friends or acquaintances, and is two weeks late sending notes to a client. She recognizes that the voicemail has touched circumstances she would rather dismiss: her own cracks are no longer merely visible to her, and the caller’s distress seems to echo parts of her own lost life. That recognition does not immediately produce trust; it gives her a reason to investigate.

Using Trace’s Facebook account, which Trace lets her use when she feels particularly lonely, Kendra searches for the people named in the message. Owen and Hazel return too many results to sort through. She then searches Google for Hazel alongside Wagner Books and finds a Facebook event for a reading that evening, hosted by Hazel-May McCall’s organization at a Black hair salon in Brooklyn. The listing names Richard Wagner among the confirmed attendees and Wagner Books as a cosponsor. Kendra clicks Hazel-May McCall’s photograph and sees her dreadlocks and social involvement; the timeline indicates that Hazel-May McCall has been at Wagner for barely two months. The search has changed the voicemail from an upsetting, uncertain contact into a matter tied to a specific event, a recognizable company, and people Kendra knows from the Wagner orbit.

The call and its unresolved consequence

Before calling, Kendra sets a proof and the program on the couch and returns to the kitchen. She had imagined reaching through the phone to warn the stranger that editing might not be worth the cost, and that the caller could become someone like Kendra—or worse. She had also felt the impulse to smash the phone against the wall. Neither response becomes action. Instead, she fixes her attention on a Jacob Lawrence print: Black arms pushing a cart of library books, an image of sustained labor and endurance. Then she calls Lynn Johnson.

The episode ends at the moment of contact, not with a report of what Lynn Johnson says or what the call accomplishes. Its consequence is therefore a threshold rather than a resolution: Kendra, who had tried to avoid former colleagues and had built her life around escape from Wagner’s name, chooses to reach back toward a person she suspects may have helped bring the voicemail to her. The caller’s appeal has made the old conflict immediate, while the event listing gives Kendra a concrete reason to believe the connection is more than coincidence.