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Boston College

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Boston College matters as the place where a professional appearance gives way to a private reckoning. During a 1999 book tour, Bret reads there and signs copies of Less Than Zero; in the signing line, he recognizes Thom Wright, a former friend he has not seen in years. Their meeting turns a public literary event into a return to the unresolved emotional history Bret has carried since their senior year at Buckley.

The 1999 Book Tour

The encounter takes place during the first leg of a fifteen-month tour for Bret’s fifth novel. At Boston College, he reads for about twenty minutes to a packed audience, answers questions, and then signs books for two to three hours, the duration set by the line winding through the auditorium lobby. The schedule gives the reunion its public frame: Bret is expected to keep moving, signing books with the help of two representatives from his publisher before leaving for a live television interview.

A man in the line hands Bret a pristine hardcover of Less Than Zero, published almost fifteen years earlier. Bret recognizes him only after a double take. Thom is now about Bret’s age, dressed in a suit and tie with a camel-hair coat and umbrella; the familiar face makes Bret feel frightened, then attracted, then confused. Neither speaks at first. The recognition interrupts the orderly signing process, making the old friendship momentarily more compelling than the public occasion around it.

The Reunion Outside the Auditorium

Bret asks Thom to wait so they can talk after the signing. Outside the auditorium, snow falls as a black sedan waits to take Bret to a television station. He tells the two people accompanying him that he needs to speak with an old friend, though they remind him they must leave within thirty minutes and traffic will take time. The competing obligations make the encounter brief and precarious, set against the practical momentum of the tour.

Under the entrance overhang, the two men make small talk. Thom says he has followed Bret’s career since 1985. Bret tells him he cannot believe he is there; Thom replies that he had not planned to come but could not help himself. The exchange does not resolve the years apart, but it confirms that the reunion is not simply an accidental recognition: Thom has been keeping track of Bret, and he has chosen to appear in person.

The Past Carried into the Meeting

The reunion acquires its weight from the history Bret later associates with it. At Buckley, Thom and Susan Reynolds had been a couple since their sophomore year and among the school’s most popular students. Bret, Susan’s close friend, had been secretly in love with both of them; his attachment to Thom began with a crush that he had repeatedly assumed would not be returned, since Thom seemed firmly heterosexual. Their friendship and the expectations surrounding it shaped Bret’s memories of adolescence.

By 1981, Bret and Ryan Vaughn had also begun a secret relationship. Ryan spoke of needing concealment and imagined leaving Los Angeles for college, starting over, and reinventing himself. In retrospect, Bret frames their youth as a time when they could not openly be themselves. Ryan barely spoke to Bret for the rest of their senior year; after graduation in June 1982, they crossed paths in the boys’ bathroom at Buckley, exchanged a brief farewell, and parted. These memories establish a pattern of desire deferred, concealed, or left unfinished—a pattern that gives Bret and Thom’s later reunion its emotional charge.

Significance

Boston College is not merely a tour stop in Bret’s later account. Its crowded auditorium, long signing line, imminent television appearance, and snowy exit place a carefully managed public identity beside an intimate past that cannot be managed so neatly. The encounter brings Thom back into Bret’s life without supplying a full reconciliation or a definitive account of what followed. Its significance lies in the interruption: a book associated with Bret’s past is placed before him by someone from that past, and the professional present briefly opens onto a history that remains unresolved.