Labor Day Weekend 1981
The ShardsLabor Day Weekend 1981 is the threshold between the summer Bret remembers as paradisiacal and the increasingly shadowed senior year that follows. Its scenes—a visit to Windover Stables, an evening at the Schaffer residence, and Bret’s unsettling last encounter with Matt Kellner—place private relationships and familiar school rituals beside signs of danger. The weekend culminates in Bret’s sense that something has arrived in the city, just before he meets Robert Mallory.
A Summer’s End
On the Sunday afternoon before Labor Day, Bret drives alone along the Pacific Coast Highway behind Susan Reynolds and Thom Wright, who are traveling in Thom’s convertible Corvette. They head up to Windover Stables, a bluff-top facility above Malibu, where Deborah Schaffer is boarding her new horse, Spirit. Bret remembers the stables’ separate barns, the winding approach, and Deborah’s gleaming new BMW as the only car in the lot. After checking in, the group follows a tree-lined trail to a deserted arena, where Deborah leads Spirit by the reins. The horse has replaced the one she retired in June.
Bret’s response to the visit is uneasy and detached. Though it is hot, the scene feels still and enclosed to him; Deborah’s greeting seems hollow in the quiet. He feels obliged to attend because she is his girlfriend, while wishing he could remain home and work on his novel. The contrast between private desire and the performance expected of a boyfriend gives the outing its significance: nothing dramatic happens at the stables, yet it becomes the remembered afternoon that leads into a consequential night.
As they leave, Bret follows Susan and Thom back along the Pacific Coast Highway and onto Sunset Boulevard. A song on his mixtape evokes departure and metamorphosis for him, a transition between one realm and another. He later emphasizes that the visit mattered not for an incident at the stables but because that evening the friends first heard the name of a student who would join their senior class: Robert Mallory.
The Established Circle
At the start of the weekend, Susan and Thom appear to embody the settled social order at Buckley. They have dated since sophomore year and, after the previous year’s popular students graduate, have become the most popular couple in their class and the wider student body. Bret describes their ease together and their habit of moving as a unit. Both come from wealthy Los Angeles families, though Thom’s parents are divorced and his father lives in Manhattan. Their relationship has lasted roughly two years; Bret knows that by autumn one of them will no longer be in love, a change that sets further events in motion.
Bret’s closeness to each of them is more complicated than his position within the trio suggests. He has been Susan’s closest male friend since they met in seventh grade and knows intimate details of her life, while she has likely understood his unspoken love for her. He is also infatuated with Thom, whose apparent heterosexuality has led Bret to put aside any expectation that the attraction will be returned. He recalls Thom’s transformation after a summer in New York in 1979 and the unselfconscious ease that made him attractive. By the time Bret, Susan, and Thom begin spending weekends together, Bret’s feelings for both friends are folded into a friendship that appears effortless from the outside.
That circle meets again on Sunday night at the Schaffer residence. Ryan Vaughn is already by the pool when Bret arrives, holding a Corona and talking with Thom and Jeff Taylor. The scene is arranged around the relaxed conventions of a late-summer gathering: music from outdoor speakers, food being prepared by Paul, drinks on a table, and Billie, the Schaffers’ golden retriever, wandering among the guests. The setting presents the group’s affluence and social ease as familiar routine, even as the relationships within it carry unspoken tensions and private knowledge.
Private Desire and the Closing Weekend
Ryan’s presence has particular weight for Bret. The two have already acknowledged a mutual attraction, though their connection remains hidden from their peers. Ryan comes from a more conservative, middle-class family in Northridge and, Bret believes, is keeping a low profile until he can leave Los Angeles for college and begin again. Bret recognizes the same hoped-for escape in himself. Their private relationship is therefore linked to a future they imagine elsewhere, rather than to the public social world of Buckley.
That possibility develops in September, when Ryan spends a weekend at Bret’s empty house on Mulholland. Bret later identifies the weekend as the last one untainted by the past and recalls it as a brief interval organized around their desire for each other. The plan seems to require secrecy, as Ryan had already described their arrangement in terms of subterfuge, but the stay itself comes about simply: at school Ryan says he will spend the weekend at Bret’s house, and Bret agrees. In retrospect, the episode’s ease and privacy stand in contrast to the danger and concealment that increasingly define the months ahead.
The weekend also turns Bret back toward Matt Kellner, with whom he has had a private, intermittent relationship. On Labor Day, Bret notices that something feels wrong at Matt’s pool house but cannot identify the cause. The guesthouse smells more strongly of marijuana than usual; images of forest fires in Riverside play silently on television, and “Ghost Town” by the Specials fills the space. Matt, tanned from living in the pool, is searching through a drawer and initially does not notice Bret. Their reunion is marked by a brief exchange about missed calls, followed by an encounter that Bret understands may be their last. The scene makes the weekend a point of emotional transition: Matt’s place in Bret’s life is already changing, even before Bret can fully name that change.
Threats Gathering Around the City
In retrospect, Bret sets the weekend against a broader sequence of warnings. He remembers that the Trawler’s activity began in Los Angeles in 1980, with missing pets, unnerving calls, and rehearsed break-ins, although the connections among these signs were not yet understood. Bret had sometimes feared that his home on Mulholland might be targeted, but the threat never became the center of his attention. His sexual fixation on Matt occupied him for much of that period, and by 1981 Ryan was beginning to displace Matt in his thoughts and fantasies.
The city’s atmosphere grows more ominous around the transition from summer to fall. Bret recalls targeted homes and the presence of members of a cult, followed later by explosives, a department-store sniper, and a bomb threat at Chasen’s. Other alarming reports included a near-fatal exorcism, a student buried alive as a prank, spider infestations, and a bizarre story about a large fish found off Malibu. In his retrospective account, these incidents seem to gather into a collective sense of madness, though he is careful not to claim that Robert’s arrival caused them. Their coincidence with the end of summer instead gives the period a feeling of converging, poorly understood dangers.
The Threshold of the Senior Year
On the final night of summer, Bret is alone at the house on Mulholland and grows fearful of a possible intruder. He turns on the lights, checks the doors, activates the alarm, and takes Valium before going to bed. The unease is associated with several signs already in circulation: a flashlight on the Buckley grounds, mention of a new boy joining the class, and the Trawler’s still-indistinct presence in Bret’s mind. He understands these signs as the beginning of a changed atmosphere, not as proof that they share a single cause.
Bret’s recollection gives the weekend a structure of before and after. The stable visit belongs to the rituals of an old circle; the Schaffer gathering shows that circle continuing in its familiar social forms; Matt and Ryan represent private attachments shifting beneath that surface. Against all of them, the arrival of Robert Mallory becomes the name attached to the coming school year. The weekend does not resolve the danger or explain its connections. Its decisive function is to mark the moment when Bret senses that the apparently secure world of summer is ending, just before he encounters the person around whom the next phase of his story will turn.