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Daniel and Natasha meet and spend a day together in New York

The Sun is Also a Star

Natasha Kingsley and Daniel Jae Ho Bae’s day together in New York transforms a chance meeting into an intense romance, only for the threat of Natasha’s deportation to make their new closeness precarious from the start. Recalled later in the cab as a sequence of encounters, discoveries, and touches, the day brings together the practical limits imposed by immigration status and the powerful sense of connection that neither character can reduce to chance.

The Legal Pressure Behind the Day

Natasha’s life in New York is already shaped by the possibility of losing the home she knows. She has lived in the United States since she was eight, and the prospect of returning to Jamaica means leaving behind her friends, her senior year, prom, graduation, and plans to apply to Brooklyn College. Her mother, Patricia Kingsley, has spent two years saving for a trip to Florida to buy a Social Security card bearing stolen numbers, which Natasha hopes will help her apply for financial aid and afford an in-state college. The card offers a narrow route toward an ordinary future, but its existence also makes visible the compromises her family has had to make to pursue one.

Seeking help with the deportation process, Natasha arrives for an appointment at the Fitzgerald law office and learns that Jeremy Fitzgerald has been hit by a car and cannot see her. She fills out forms asking whether she is a communist, a criminal, or a terrorist, and whether she would take up arms to defend the United States; although she would not, she checks yes. A later questionnaire asks for a full account of her time in the country, including the parts of her life that are difficult to put on paper: how her family entered and hid, and what it means to write a false Social Security number on school forms. The office staff member directs her to explain what America means to her, why she wants to stay, and how she would contribute, since anything that could help humanize her might help Jeremy’s case. That bureaucratic demand shadows the day’s romance: Natasha must make a case for belonging even as her lived attachment to the country is treated as something to prove.

A Meeting in a City of Intersections

The later recollection of the day gathers its turns into a rapid sequence: the USCIS building and an unsettling security guard handling Natasha’s phone case; Lester Barnes’s kindness; Rob and Kelly shoplifting; Daniel meeting Natasha and saving her from being hit by a car; and her first meeting with Daniel’s father and brother. The sequence makes the encounter feel at once accidental and dependent on many events lining up. Daniel himself later sees those preceding circumstances as reasons that something else might tear them apart; Natasha answers that sense of cosmic design with a more scientific account of how much had to happen for a solar system, galaxy, and universe to form. Against that scale, falling in love can seem like a collection of small coincidences.

Their time together also crosses the city’s social and cultural boundaries. When Daniel walks through Natasha’s Brooklyn neighborhood, she sees it partly through his eyes: a six-block stretch of Jamaican restaurants, Chinese restaurants and liquor stores with bulletproof windows, discount clothing shops, beauty salons, check-cashing businesses, and crowded delis. She feels grateful for the darkness because it might keep him from seeing how run-down the area is, then immediately feels ashamed of that thought. As they walk hand in hand, curious eyes follow them. What might become routine for the couple is, in that moment, still something the neighborhood watches.

Intimacy, Difference, and Choice

The day moves through increasingly private forms of closeness. Natasha meets Daniel’s family, and the pair kiss in a norebang, then visit the museum and spend time on a rooftop. In the cab, remembering the day, Natasha revisits those encounters alongside the images that now carry emotional weight: Daniel’s face when he tells her she cannot stay and her father Samuel Kingsley’s tearful face, filled with regret. The day’s intimacy is therefore not separate from the threat ahead; even its happiest moments become part of what the impending separation will cost.

Their different responses to the attention their relationship attracts also matter. Natasha wants to understand why people are watching them and what their relationship means amid cultural and racial politics. Daniel admits that other people’s opinions may bother him only peripherally. He refuses to make their approval, or the broader arguments about cultures clashing and being preserved, the measure of their relationship; what matters to him is Natasha. His response does not resolve the social pressures she notices, but it gives their connection a form of defiance: he treats love as more important than the permission or judgment of others.

Their physical closeness acquires meaning through the language of chemistry. Natasha tells Daniel about the museum, the meteorite Ahnighito, and the conditions that had to come together for the universe to form. When she touches his lip, he takes her hand and kisses its center. She understands the phrase about two people having chemistry as a literal as well as emotional idea: everything is combination and reaction. The image of their atoms aligning turns attraction into a meeting of matter, while her description of touch as both assembly and disassembly holds together the comfort and disorientation of falling in love.

Separation and the Day’s Afterlife

The cab becomes the day’s emotional turning point. Natasha knows she will not forget Daniel’s face; Daniel, meanwhile, searches the future for something that might bring them back together. As the minutes pass, the approaching separation registers physically, settling into their bones and spreading through their bodies. Their exchange of memories does not undo the impending loss. It makes the contrast sharper between the extraordinary closeness they have reached and the short time in which they have reached it.

After Natasha leaves for Jamaica, she enrolls in school in Kingston, where Sixth Form replaces the senior year she left behind. She studies for Caribbean Advanced Proficiency and A-level examinations, waitresses because money is scarce, and initially fakes a Jamaican accent until it becomes real. Over time she makes a family of friends and learns to love the country of her birth. Daniel finishes high school but declines Yale, moves out of his parents’ home, works two jobs, and attends Hunter College part-time as an English major. He writes small, sad poems, including poems that are about Natasha even when they are not explicitly about her. Natasha lets him go because she cannot live with her heart in one country and her body in another; Daniel holds on as long as he can, then hears her new accent as evidence of the distance growing between them. The day in New York is thus both a beginning and a compressed measure of what separation will take from them.