Sampford Arundel
The Unlikely Pilgrimage of Harold FrySampford Arundel is a village in Somerset that marks the darkest passage of Harold Fry's pilgrimage. It is the place where the retired man, having walked from Kingsbridge with the intention of saving his former colleague Queenie Hennessy from cancer, nearly breaks. The village appears in the narrative at the moment when the journey's physical toll and emotional weight converge, and it becomes the setting for a telephone call that reveals the fragility of Harold's resolve and the depth of his need for his wife Maureen.
The Setting and the Journey's Context
Sampford Arundel sits on the route Harold follows after leaving Exeter, heading north toward Bath via Taunton. By the time he reaches the village, he has been walking for nearly two weeks, and the landscape has turned against him. On the twelfth day of his journey, an endless bed of grey moved over the sky and land, bringing sheets of rain that smudged the colour and contours out of everything. Harold stared ahead, straining to find a sense of direction, or the break in the cloud that had so delighted him, but it was like looking at the world through net curtains again. Everything was the same. He stopped referring to his guidebooks because the gap between their sense of knowing and his own of not knowing was too unbearable. He felt he was fighting his body, and failing.
The physical deterioration is stark. His clothes no longer dried. The leather of his shoes was so bloated with water, they lost their shape. He passed through places beginning with W—Whitnage, Westleigh, Whiteball—and the repetition of trees, hedgerows, telegraph poles, houses, and recycling bins only deepened his sense of being trapped in sameness. He left his razor and shaving foam in the shared bathroom of a guesthouse, and lacked the energy to replace them. Inspecting his feet, he was alarmed to discover that the burning in his calf had taken physical shape, and was a violent stain of crimson beneath the surface of the skin. For the first time, he was very frightened.
The Telephone Call from Sampford Arundel
In Sampford Arundel, Harold phoned Maureen. He needed to hear her voice, and he wanted her to remind him why he was walking, even if she did it in anger. He didn't want her to suspect the doubt he was suffering, or the difficulty with his leg, so he asked how she was, and also the house; and she told him they were both well. She in turn asked if he was still walking, and he said that he had passed Exeter and Tiverton and was on his way to Bath, via Taunton. Was there anything he wanted sending on? His mobile, his toothbrush, his pyjamas or spare clothes? There was a kindness in her voice, but he was surely imagining it.
'I'm all right,' he said.
'So you must almost be in Somerset?'
The exchange is a study in concealment. Harold hides his doubt and his leg, Maureen hides her own complicated feelings, and the conversation hovers over the surface of what could never be said. The call echoes an earlier, more fraught telephone conversation from a phone box outside a pub, when Harold first announced his intention to walk to Berwick-upon-Tweed and Maureen, incredulous, told him she'd like to see him get past Dartmoor. Now, in Sampford Arundel, the same pattern of small words and unspoken depths repeats, but with the added weight of Harold's physical suffering.
The Struggle Onward
Harold kept going from Sampford Arundel but hated every step. He screwed his face against the pain. It didn't matter what people thought; he was outside them anyway. He wouldn't stop, though his body cried out for rest. He was angry with himself for being so frail. The rain drove at him in slants. His shoes were so spent, he might as well not be wearing them. He missed Maureen and could think of nothing else.
The passage from Sampford Arundel becomes a meditation on how things had gone so wrong. They had been happy once. If David had caused a rift between them as he grew, it had been a complicit one. 'Where's David?' Maureen might ask, and Harold would simply reply that he had heard the front door shutting as he cleaned his teeth. 'Ah yes,' she would say, to show it wasn't a problem that their eighteen-year-old son had taken to wandering the streets at night. To voice Harold's private fears would only compound hers. And the fact was she still cooked in those days. She still shared Harold's bed.
But such unspoken tensions could not hide themselves for ever. It was just before Queenie's disappearance that things had finally ripped open and splintered apart. Maureen had railed. She had sobbed. She had beat his chest with her fists. 'Call yourself a man?' she had howled. And another time: 'It's your fault. All this. It would have been fine, if it hadn't been for you.'
The village thus becomes the site where Harold's past and present collide. The physical pain of the walk forces him to confront the emotional pain he has spent twenty years avoiding, and the memory of David—the son who would later take his own life—surfaces with splintering tenderness. Sampford Arundel is not a place of revelation or renewal; it is a place of endurance, where Harold must simply keep putting one foot in front of the other.
The Significance of Sampford Arundel in the Pilgrimage
Sampford Arundel occupies a crucial position in the arc of Harold's journey. It comes after the early exhilaration of setting out, when England opened beneath his feet and the feeling of freedom was so exhilarating he had to smile, and before the later transformation when he would sleep in barns, wash in streams, and bind his shoes with blue duct tape. At Sampford Arundel, Harold is still a man in a shirt and tie, still carrying the habits of his old life, but the journey is already remaking him. The village is where he first truly doubts, and where he first truly persists despite doubt.
The episode also foreshadows the larger pattern of the pilgrimage: the alternation between despair and resolve, the reliance on Maureen's voice even when their marriage is fractured, and the slow accumulation of miles that will eventually total six hundred and twenty-seven. When Harold finally arrives at St Bernadine's Hospice eighty-seven days after setting out, the memory of Sampford Arundel—the rain, the crimson stain on his calf, the phone call—stands as the measure of how far he has come. The village is a threshold he crosses not in triumph but in stubborn refusal to stop, and that refusal is what makes the rest of the journey possible.