Union Square
Unorthodox: The Scandalous Rejection of My Hasidic RootsUnion Square marks the point where Devorah’s imagined escape from Williamsburg meets the disorienting reality of Manhattan. Emerging nearby on Fourteenth Street during her first solo venture into the city, she turns toward a bookstore for shelter; that refuge becomes the setting for a discovery that connects the unfamiliar world of a classic novel to the rules and social pressures of her own.
Approach to the City
Before setting out, Devorah studies subway, bus, and street maps in the library, trying to memorize routes because she fears getting lost. Beneath that practical worry is a deeper fear of being swallowed by the city and unable to escape. Her journey begins with exhilaration: riding the J train across the elevated tracks toward the Williamsburg Bridge, she looks down at the neighborhood rooftops and feels newly capable of leaving their confines.
The mood shifts on the F train. Two Hasidic women sit opposite her, and Devorah imagines that they are judging her and might recognize her or know someone who does. She gets off at the next stop, emerging near Union Square. The sequence makes the neighborhood less a destination than a threshold: she has made it into Manhattan, but the possibility of being seen and identified still follows her.
Streetside Disorientation and Refuge
Near Union Square, Fourteenth Street confronts Devorah with traffic, pedestrians, honking taxis, braking buses, and the smell of street food from vendor carts. The accumulated noise and sensory impressions leave her unsure where to turn. Then she spots a Barnes & Noble sign and heads toward it, expecting that among the books she will be safe.
The contrast gives the location its particular significance in the episode. Outside, the city is immediate, crowded, and difficult to navigate; inside the bookstore, arranged display tables offer choices already made legible. Devorah does not describe exploring Union Square itself. The nearby bookstore, reached in the moment of overwhelm, is what makes her first encounter with the area manageable.
A Book and a Recognizable World
The bookstore’s new releases do not attract Devorah. Their covers seem too colorful and tawdry to her, while older novels—with images of women in silk and lace—feel more familiar. She chooses a cheap paperback copy of Pride and Prejudice, drawn in particular to its opening sentence about a wealthy single man’s desire for a wife. Since marriage is a subject people will not discuss with an unattached young woman, the novel promises information about the institution and the arrangements surrounding it.
Reading the book, Devorah encounters the formality of its language and the suspense she finds in its deliberate phrasing. Its setting in pre-Victorian England is unfamiliar, yet she recognizes the social world of the Bennet sisters in the gossip and calculated behavior among women in her own community. She also identifies with Elizabeth and responds to the injustices and narrow-mindedness the novel exposes. The excursion that began in fear of becoming lost thus brings her to a story through which she can recognize, and judge, familiar social constraints.