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Merricat Blackwood—Uncle Julian

We Have Always Lived in the Castle

Merricat Blackwood’s concern for Julian Blackwood is a steady, self-imposed duty expressed through attention to his frailty and repeated efforts to be kinder. While Constance Blackwood provides Julian’s daily care, Merricat watches for what might comfort him, asks that he be given treats, and imagines sharing time with him outdoors. His decline makes her promises increasingly urgent; after his death, her first questions about what comes next show how deeply his care and presence have shaped the household.

A Private Rule of Kindness

Merricat’s resolve begins amid a conversation in which Jim Donell spreads gossip about the Blackwoods leaving town. As she listens, she tears a corner from the paper napkin in her lap, notices what her hands are doing, and makes a rule: whenever she sees a tiny scrap of paper, she will remember to be kinder to Julian. The concern is inward and practical. Rather than announce it to him, she converts a small, recurring object into a reminder that can guide her behavior.

The rule acquires weight because Merricat understands Julian to be dying. She imagines a picnic lunch on the lawn: Constance will bring his shawl and put it over his shoulders, while Merricat lies on the grass nearby. She also resolves to listen more carefully when Julian tells his story, and thinks ahead to bringing him peanut brittle. These plans join companionship, attention, and food: care means being present, hearing him, and noticing what he might enjoy.

Care in the Household

Merricat’s intentions take shape within a domestic routine largely organized by Constance. Constance handles the groceries with careful respect and prepares Julian soft, manageable meals, including a softly cooked egg, a muffin, and a little pudding. Merricat is not permitted to prepare food or gather mushrooms, although she sometimes carries vegetables from the garden or apples from the old trees. Her care therefore often has to pass through requests to Constance rather than through cooking herself. She asks whether Julian may have peanut brittle, and later asks for a soft cake for his lunch.

Julian’s needs are particular and change with his condition. Constance trims his toast into small, hot squares because he may leave food that looks too large or difficult to eat. She brings him hot milk in a yellow-daisy jug and takes his tray to him each morning. His nights can be painful; sometimes his heart hurts, and after taking an extra pill he lies drowsy through the morning. Even when he cannot manage much food, he wants to know that Constance is nearby, in the adjoining kitchen or the garden visible from his pillow. On better mornings he joins her in the kitchen, eats at his old desk, and studies the papers among the crumbs. Merricat’s attention to his comfort belongs to this intimate pattern of care, though she is not its principal provider.

Concern Amid Decline and Conflict

As Julian grows more confined to his room, Merricat remembers her promise and looks for small ways to respond. She hopes he will enjoy breakfast and later sit in the sun in his wheelchair; she watches for a tulip to open in the garden. On another morning, when he is lying still in his dark room, she brings a new chestnut leaf to his windowsill. Seeing him alone there, she asks Constance to make him a soft cake. Constance says she has too much to do, and Merricat insists on Julian’s impending death. Her urgency meets the household’s competing demands rather than producing the care she wants, making the request itself an expression of helpless concern.

Charles Blackwood’s presence sharpens that contrast. He mocks Julian for getting food on himself and makes light of his need for help, telling Constance not to answer every call. While Charles eats a large breakfast in the kitchen, Julian drowses over hot milk in his room. Merricat avoids Charles by taking her own breakfast outside, but she continues to watch Julian: she places the chestnut leaf at his window and seeks a special lunch for him. Her gestures are modest, yet they oppose the contempt with which Charles treats Julian’s dependence. Merricat does not control the care Julian receives, but she refuses to regard his needs as ridiculous or unworthy of attention.

Dependence, Loss, and Aftermath

Merricat’s concern also exposes her fear of what care means in a family growing smaller. She asks Constance whether she will look after her when she is as old as Julian. Constance answers conditionally, and Merricat feels chilled. The exchange links Julian’s dependence to Merricat’s imagined future: his need for Constance is not only something she observes but a possible measure of her own vulnerability. She then pictures the sisters together after dinner, protected by the house and hidden from outsiders, a domestic security that makes Constance’s continued presence feel essential.

After Julian’s death, the altered household is first encountered through what remains of its familiar routine. Merricat and Constance sit in the kitchen with chicken soup and sunlight; Constance turns toward Julian’s closed door, thinking she has heard him wake, then sits down again. Merricat asks what will be done with him. Constance says there will be a funeral and asks whether Merricat remembers the others; Merricat answers that she was in the orphanage. The exchange places Julian’s death within a history of family loss while distinguishing Merricat’s childhood absence from Constance’s memory.

Later, Constance says she is sorry for having been wicked and for reminding Merricat why the others died. Merricat becomes still and cold as she remembers. The moment shows that their closeness does not erase the painful knowledge attached to the family’s deaths. Julian’s care and loss sit within that larger history: Merricat’s small promises to be kinder could not keep him from dying, but they reveal the tenderness she tries to make real inside a household marked by illness, dependence, and bereavement.