Soo-Lin Lee-Segal and Audrey Griffin's friendship strained by Elgin
Where'd You Go BernadetteAudrey Griffin and Soo-Lin Lee-Segal’s friendship is first marked by the ease of private correspondence and a shared appetite for collecting grievances about Bernadette Fox. Elgin Branch’s place in Soo-Lin’s life then turns that familiar alliance into a source of anger and suspicion: Audrey feels Soo-Lin has taken Elgin’s side, confronts the implications of a lie at Soo-Lin’s workplace, and eventually declares the friendship exhausted. A later fax offers congratulations rather than an account of reconciliation, leaving their changed relationship visible in the contrast between past intimacy and careful goodwill.
Correspondence and Shared Outrage
The friendship appears through letters and messages rather than through a single continuous scene. One message addressed to Audrey Griffin opens with its writer’s anxiety after hearing about the mudslide and relief at receiving Audrey’s Christmas letter. Its practical offer of a place to stay—complete with a guest room, a Murphy bed, a treadmill, and the prospect of sharing one bathroom—makes care concrete and domestic. The same message moves easily from concern for Audrey to talk of Elgin Branch’s coming trip to Antarctica and the work of keeping things running while he is away. The mixture of hospitality, personal news, and Elgin’s demands suggests how ordinary confidences and his orbit overlap in the correspondence.
Audrey’s recollection of an earlier closeness gives that correspondence a more pointed emotional history. Writing to Soo-Lin, she remembers the period when they were “happily collecting outrages about Bernadette” and calls it a time of “simple” pleasures. The phrase makes their bond sound like a shared practice: each could bring fresh material for their mutual indignation, and the pleasure lay partly in having someone who would understand and join in. Bernadette Fox was therefore not merely a subject of complaint but part of the social pattern through which Audrey and Soo-Lin recognized their alliance.
Elgin Branch as a Fault Line
In a later account of the days before Christmas, Audrey names her anger at Soo-Lin directly. Alongside her fury at Bernadette Fox, Kyle Griffin, and Warren Griffin, she says she was furious with Soo-Lin “for siding with Elgin Branch.” The grievance is presented as one strand in a broader period of family and personal strain, not as an isolated disagreement. Audrey’s recollection that even making gingerbread houses intensified her fury gives the season a domestic counterpoint: familiar holiday activity fails to soften the conflict and instead becomes part of the memory of it.
Audrey’s suspicion sharpened during a visit to Soo-Lin at work. A woman came in asking for Elgin Branch, and Audrey noticed that the woman wore an identification badge from Madrona Hill. Audrey says she was intrigued, then more so when Soo-Lin lied about the woman’s identity. The account establishes what Audrey observed and why her attention fixed on Soo-Lin’s response; it does not, by itself, explain everything Soo-Lin was concealing. That gap matters to the friendship: Audrey’s account turns a workplace encounter into evidence that she could no longer take Soo-Lin’s explanations at face value.
Rupture and Retrospective Explanation
The break becomes explicit in a message from Audrey Griffin to Soo-Lin Lee-Segal: “I’ve had enough of you. Do you understand? Enough!” Its repetition and abrupt questions offer no room for the earlier joking alliance. The message states the rupture with force, while Audrey’s later account supplies the accumulated context—anger over Soo-Lin’s alignment with Elgin and suspicion prompted by the workplace lie. Together, the documents show both the outburst and the grievances Audrey later identifies behind it.
That later account is itself an act of disclosure. Audrey says that for months the recipient had wanted to know what happened in the days before Christmas, and that she had been trying to find the courage to explain during family therapy. Her decision to tell the story then frames the conflict as something she had kept back, not merely a quarrel already settled by the emphatic message. The record thus preserves two different stages of the break: first the declaration of exhaustion, then Audrey’s fuller explanation of the anger and suspicion surrounding it.
Goodwill and Changed Perspective
A fax dated Saturday, January 15, takes a markedly different tone. Audrey congratulates Soo-Lin on her “newfound happiness,” calls her a wonderful person, and wishes that the joy of her new life will continue. The message does not describe a conversation, withdraw the earlier accusation, or explicitly announce that the friendship has been restored. Its significance lies in what it does offer: direct goodwill after the rupture, expressed in measured and generous terms rather than in the old shared language of outrage.
Audrey’s changed perspective on Bernadette Fox also helps clarify what the former friendship had been built around. After escaping with Bernadette, Audrey gives her the completed dossier, including an article Kyle Griffin found about Bernadette’s architecture career. Audrey tells Bernadette, “You should have told me you won a MacArthur grant,” and adds, “I might have been less of a gnat if I knew you were such a genius.” This exchange recalls the earlier period of collecting outrages with Soo-Lin, but places Audrey in a new relation to the person they had discussed: she now offers information and recognition rather than simply joining in complaint. The evidence does not make that change a resolution between Audrey and Soo-Lin; instead, it shows how the shared object of their former bond had become part of Audrey’s own reassessment.