Frank McCourt’s Confirmation
Angela's AshesFrank McCourt’s Confirmation joins a formal passage into the Church with a night of dangerous mischief and a day of mounting illness. The rite is completed, but the expected celebration gives way to Frank’s indifference and sickness; the episode makes religious belonging, family sacrifice, and childhood vulnerability collide within a single weekend.
Causes and Background
On the Friday before Confirmation, Quasimodo Dooley offers Frank and Billy a chance to climb the rainspout behind his house and look through a window while his sisters wash. He asks each boy to promise him a shilling from the money they expect to receive after Confirmation. Quasimodo hopes to save for a move to London and a job reading the news at the BBC; his proposal turns the upcoming religious ceremony into a source of spending money.
Quasimodo warns that looking at one’s own sister would be a worse sin than looking at someone else’s. The boys’ bargain therefore rests on the very religious anxiety that surrounds Confirmation, even as it treats the event’s money as an opportunity for mischief. Frank agrees at once; Billy initially objects that he has a sister of his own, then signs on.
The Night Before the Rite
On Friday night, Frank and Billy climb the backyard wall. Mikey Molloy arrives and pays Quasimodo a shilling to go up first. He is fourteen and works delivering coal; Quasimodo says he comes every week with the money, and that refusing him risks a beating and punishment in the coal hole. This arrangement leaves Quasimodo’s plan vulnerable to Mikey’s greater size and the threat he represents.
Mikey climbs the rainspout, which gives way. Quasimodo’s mother rushes into the yard, sends Billy to fetch help from a nearby chemist, and locks Quasimodo in the coal hole. Mikey is taken to hospital with a broken shoulder. The accident abruptly ends the boys’ plan and brings the adults’ judgment into the open: Mrs. Dooley says the boys have sinned and should confess before Confirmation.
Angela McCourt refuses to let the incident cost Frank the ceremony. She has saved for a year for his Confirmation suit, and will not delay the rite until he has outgrown it because he climbed a spout for a look at Mona Dooley. At home, she makes Frank swear before the Pope that he did not look at Mona naked. She then orders him to stay away from Quasimodo. Her response combines a practical defense of the family’s investment with insistence that Frank’s religious standing be protected.
Confirmation Day and Illness
Frank and the other children are confirmed the next day. When the bishop asks him the Fourth Commandment, Frank answers, “Honor thy father and thy mother.” The bishop pats his cheek, and Frank thinks of himself as a soldier of the True Church. Yet the religious affirmation does not resolve the night’s unease: kneeling in the pew, he remembers Quasimodo locked in the coal hole and wonders whether he should still pay the shilling toward Quasimodo’s hoped-for career.
Frank soon forgets the question. His nose begins to bleed, he feels dizzy, and he becomes detached from the celebration around St. Joseph’s. The other families hug and kiss in the sun, while Frank says he does not care that his father is working, that his mother kisses him, or that the boys are discussing The Collection. His mother worries about blood on the suit she saved to buy; she gets a cloth from the sacristan, and the rough material makes Frank’s nose sore. When she asks if he wants to make his collection, he refuses.
The mention of breakfast makes him sick, and he vomits. Angela takes him home, helps him out of the suit, and puts a wet rag under his neck. The bleeding eventually stops, but tea makes him vomit again. Mrs. Hannon says the child needs a doctor; Angela replies that it is Saturday, the dispensary is closed, and she does not know where to find one. The Confirmation’s expected rewards—money, treats, and a promised trip to the Lyric Cinema with his brother Malachy—are displaced by the immediate need to get Frank to bed.
Consequences and Significance
Frank’s father returns from work at Rank’s Flour Mills and dismisses the symptoms as growing pains. His grandmother offers another explanation, connecting nosebleeds to the change from age nine to ten and suggesting that Frank may have too much blood. Their explanations leave the seriousness of his illness unresolved in this moment; the evidence presents no doctor’s diagnosis that day. What is clear is that the public rite has ended not in a collection or celebration but in uncertainty at home.
The episode’s contrasts make the Confirmation feel less like a simple triumph than a passage whose meaning is contested. The bishop’s question affirms obedience to parents, while Angela’s hard-won suit and insistence on proceeding show the material cost of reaching the ceremony. The night’s accident exposes the boys’ disregard for danger and the unequal power shaping Quasimodo’s bargain; the next day’s bleeding and indifference interrupt the communal celebration. Frank has entered the Church’s ranks, but his immediate experience of the occasion is physical distress, worry, and a retreat from the festivities.