Raskolnikoff’s decision to give himself up
Being and NothingnessRaskolnikoff’s decision to give himself up serves as a compact example of a radical conversion: the prior project collapses into the past, and a new one begins to take shape on its ruins. The moment illustrates a freedom that cannot be reduced to deliberate will or explained as the predictable outcome of the project it leaves behind.
The Decision as Conversion
The decision appears among extraordinary moments in which a person’s fundamental project changes. Rather than presenting surrender as the gradual completion of an established intention, the account marks a break: the former project loses its hold, while another rises in its place. The new project exists only in outline, so the conversion is a beginning rather than a finished account of what follows.
This example is paired with Gide’s Philoctetes casting off his hate. The two instances differ in what is relinquished, but both make a prior project—and the identity bound up with it—something that can be left behind. Raskolnikoff’s decision is thus not merely a particular action; it figures a transformation in the ends through which a life has been organized.
The Shape of the Instant
The account describes conversion as a complex instant in which humiliation, anguish, joy, and hope are delicately blended. Its movement is expressed through a reciprocal pattern: letting go in order to grasp, and grasping in order to let go. The old project does not simply disappear; it becomes past in the light of a new project that has not yet fully emerged.
That temporal structure matters. The decision’s significance lies neither in a stable destination already secured nor in a motive inherited intact from the past. It is a transition in which the previous orientation collapses and a different one begins, still only outlined. The instant makes change palpable without turning it into a completed or guaranteed resolution.
Freedom and the Limits of Will
The example belongs to an argument about freedom and voluntary decision. Will can construct a person’s conduct and alter details within a project, but the will itself takes its meaning from the more fundamental choice of ends. A decision that seems to oppose that choice may therefore continue to serve it rather than overturn it. Radical liberation, by contrast, requires a modification of the project itself, not simply a change in particular behavior.
Raskolnikoff’s decision to give himself up is presented as one of the striking moments that appear to furnish a clear image of freedom. Yet it is not treated as freedom’s sole or definitive form. Its force is to show how a prior project can collapse into the past and a new one arise without being derived as a mere consequence of the old: freedom appears in the possibility of becoming radically other.