The poor aunt appearing on the narrator’s back
Blind Willow, Sleeping WomanThe poor aunt appearing on the narrator’s back is an uncanny episode in which an unseen presence becomes an increasingly visible social fact. The narrator cannot see the figure himself, and it has no stable form; other people imagine their own dead or suffering relatives in its place. As the image gathers around him, the narrator’s relationships begin to fall away, turning an inexplicable apparition into a force of isolation.
First Appearance
The episode begins on a Sunday afternoon after the rainy season has ended. Sitting beside a pond outside the Picture Gallery, the narrator and his companion watch two bronze unicorns on the far bank. The summer breeze stirs the oak leaves and sends small ripples across the water, where soft-drink cans resemble the ruins of a lost city. Passersby and fragments of a love song drift through this unhurried scene. Against its ordinary calm, the thought of a poor aunt suddenly enters the narrator’s heart, though no person or circumstance nearby seems to account for it.
The presence lasts for only a fraction of a second, but leaves behind what feels like a human-shaped emptiness. The narrator compares its passing to someone rushing past a window: he runs to look, only to find no one there. He scans the area and looks up at the sky, but nothing confirms what has just occurred. The thought is absorbed into the Sunday afternoon like a bullet’s transparent path. The episode makes disappearance itself the first sign of the aunt: something seems to have arrived, and its departure leaves a vacancy behind.
The Presence Takes Shape
Later, the narrator finds the poor aunt attached to his back. In the story’s mock-bureaucratic language, a notice announces that those entering without business will receive a suitably tiny punishment; the narrator wonders whether this is his punishment, and describes the aunt as a little one stuck to him. He first becomes aware of her in mid-August, without any particular incident alerting him. The realization simply comes: she is there.
Her presence is not physically painful. She is not especially heavy and does not breathe unpleasantly over his shoulder; she clings like a bleached shadow, so faint that people must look carefully to notice her. Even the cats sharing the narrator’s apartment are initially suspicious, but grow accustomed to her once they understand she poses no threat to their territory. This quiet domestic accommodation contrasts with the unease she will provoke among human visitors.
The narrator cannot see the figure, and other people do not agree on what they see. Their impressions suggest that the poor aunt is not one fixed apparition but an ether that takes the shape of each observer’s mental image. For one friend, she is his dog, which died of esophageal cancer the previous autumn at fifteen. The apparent aunt can thus carry a private memory that has nothing to do with the narrator’s own experience; her form changes as other people’s losses come into view.
Other People’s Memories
The shifting figure also evokes the dead and injured relatives of people who encounter the narrator. In one recollection, a man connects him to a former elementary-school teacher. The teacher’s husband was drafted in the year they married and died when his transport ship was destroyed, probably in 1943. She continued teaching, then suffered burns on the left side of her face and down her arm during the 1944 air raids. The man traces the line from his cheek to his arm as he describes her injuries, drains his barley tea, and wipes his face. His account imagines a woman whose appearance and personality were altered by what happened to her, and estimates that she would be nearly sixty if still alive.
Such associations give the apparition its emotional range without giving it a single identity. A dead dog, a bereaved teacher, or a friend’s mother may take its place. The narrator has no way to correct these impressions, because he cannot see the figure for himself. What adheres to him is therefore less a shared portrait than a surface onto which other people’s private histories are projected.
Social Consequences
As these images accumulate, the poor aunt’s circle gradually widens around the narrator’s back. At the same time, one friend after another drops away from him, like teeth from a comb. They do not describe him as malicious; instead, they say he is not a bad person but that seeing him means having to look at a depressing old mother, a dog dead of cancer, or a teacher with burn scars. The apparition’s effects arise not from any action she takes, but from the memories other people cannot help attaching to her.
The narrator comes to feel like a dentist’s chair: hated by no one, yet avoided by everyone. When acquaintances meet him in the street, they find reasons to leave as soon as possible. One woman struggles to tell him honestly that he has become difficult to be around, adding that it would be less troubling if he had an umbrella stand on his back instead. Her comparison makes the social burden sharply concrete: the problem is not simply that something clings to him, but that its human forms compel other people to confront the losses they would rather not see.
Narrative Significance
The episode turns an inward, momentary impression into an external pattern of recognition and rejection. Its sequence moves from a fleeting emptiness by the pond, to the narrator’s discovery in mid-August that something is attached to him, to the changing images reported by observers, and finally to his friends’ retreat. The poor aunt’s presence remains unexplained, but its consequences become unmistakable in the narrowing circle of people willing to stay near him.
The figure’s unstable identity is central to that effect. Because each observer sees a different bereavement or injury, the aunt belongs at once to the narrator’s strange experience and to the memories of those around him. The narrator cannot verify her form, yet he bears the social cost of it. By making an invisible attachment visible only through other people’s reactions, the episode binds private grief to public avoidance: the presence gathers meaning from remembered suffering, then leaves the narrator increasingly alone.